Depression Support Group

Hi Everyone,

I don't know what is wrong with me this morning, it is raining and cold which doesn't help and I slept good. I think I'm not looking forward to seeing my daughters. I promised my youngest to go to the rheumaologist withh er so she can find out what is going on with her. I just don't feel welcome in my oldest's home anymore, she went off on me again. This empty nesy shit sucks and I am trying to stay away for my own good and my saniety. I'm starting to think she has emotional issues and she has become such a bitch anymore I just don't want it directed at me. God I need a cigarette this morning!!!! I have no energy and even the cats are pissing me off, one of them just shit on the carpet even though the cat boxes are spotless and then another one yacked up their breakfast and I just cleaned that up . I am trying to keep my semse of humor and just get on with it but this morning is rough and I'm not sure how to quite change how I feel. Maybe a shower and some breakfast. Thanks for listening Much love , Carol

Sorry to hear this Carol. I am sure that your motivation and mood being low is due to your anticipation about what's to come today-and maybe anxiety about it. I hope it works out better than what you anticipate.

Janna,

No I'm not looking forward to going out today-it is drizzling and I can't find my damned umbrella. Plus I'm not in the mood to listen to my kids put me down because of my empty nest syndrome-I miss them but it is hard not being Mom after all these years. I did some research on empty nest and they say it takes up to 2 years to get over it and I realize I have no life outside of my kids. Just under the weather today Iguess but I'll be Ok. Much love, Carol

Get the h_ll out of the house Carol!!! I hate when I wake up pissed off! and I can't figure out why? I don't even know what I'm so mad about, so I hurry up and get out and someone that makes me feel better and sometimes I just come home and I'm still mad and can't wait for it to be bedtime. Keep your chin up girl, maybe you need to be a little mad so that daughter isn't on the attack with you, maybe if she senses mom it not in the best mood she'll leave it alone?

good luck today Carol

hugs

ADelle

Carol sorry to hear that your day has not started out to be the best. And of course dreading going with your daughter doesn't help any. I hate forcing myself to go anywhere when I really am not into it. Hopefully it will not be as bad as you have anticipated. I hope not.

I know how you feel with the cats I have 5 fur babies and somedays I could strangle them when they make messes or turn over a whole jar of marbles with flowers in them. THen when they are snuggling with me I am in love all over again with them. Just know we are here for you!

Ahhh sorry you had a bad morning Carol. I get those alot. Hope your day got better and not worse. Sometimes sh-t just happens all at once. It really stinks! I don't know about empty nest but my little ones can drive me to drink some days They have off all week and whenever I go to another room, they start fighting with each other. I went outside to clear the snow off my driveway and car and could here my 7 year old yelling at her brother from outside. You want to trade for a week, LOL Anyway, hope you feel better. Thinking of you. Hugs, Rachele