Depression Support Group

I've heard the "would she want you like this" - I know the answer is No. I know that in my lifetime, I've never heard her complain. If she ever did, it was turned into a positive. I live my life like this, but today is just hitting me hard. When she left, I feel like she took part of me with her. I know she lives in my heart, and my soul and I understand this, I have her pictures, I have her memories. I just don't have her.

December is my aunts birthday (she died two years ago). When I didn't have my mom around, my aunt was there keeping me in line. Whether it was compassion or tough love. She was only an email away, a phone call away, or across town. I left a month before she died and I come back to this town and she's no longer here.

If I can just skip winter and move onto February/March, I will be all set.

Thanks for listening to me babble. Now if I can just find the off switch.

Nei

But Nei, before this long bout, which was caused and continues by severe changes in my health, I didn't think about the anniversaries so much - except my father's, and that's a whole new game. So I suspect in time you'll feel sad. We don't forget those we've lost; but I think you will feel less sad as time goes on.

Take such good care.

Sylvia

I don't really know why I feel the need to share this with you.. But my gram and I were very close, she was like my mom.. And then December 25th of 08' she was gone. Just like that. It's hard losing someone that means so much, or even so little to you..

Crying is good for the soul, let it all out.

Ryelee.

Hugs to you both, and I'm sorry for both your losses.

you have your kids and you have to live for them.......

I imagine him saying this to me and I stop crying.

Try to do same things my friend maybe you will feel better.I think about him every day and I will always think but lives goes on love,whatever we like or not.

Hug for all of you my friends!

Same goes to you.