Depression Support Group

im having a really hard time.im just broken down,mentally,emotionally,and phsically.ive gotten this far typing this post out,then i earse everything,then come back to it every five minutes.i just feel so weak.i have bipolar,aniexty,pcos,and other problems,but right now im just focusing on my depression.its tearing me apart.im not on any anti-depresents,because the meds mess with my liver[which is sensitive]..ive been crying to much, i have marks on my face,i told my mom about it,she just said "well stop crying".<---thats messed up.im really close with my family,but we're seperated a little bit,because of jobs,but i have a close bond with them,especially my dad.my mom lives in my home town.so much is going on in my head,i dont know how to get ahold of it,.ive been thinking about going to a mental hospital again,.but me and my dad think its best if i move home,so im around people and can get more stable.im just scared,because my grandparents,and other people dont exactly know how to deal with me since i was diagnosed with everything.they say really negative things,and put me down.and i speak my mind,and stand up for myself...i just dont want that to tear us apart.i feel like if i didnt have problems,theyd all be happier.my grandpa told me i was purposly tearing my family apart,...i never asked for any of this.im very humble,and am greatful to how far ive come,.me and my family are close we just have a hard time sometimes,were all trying to adjust..i just worry moving in such a fragile stage.and its happening super quick,..im moving next week.so i really just need some support guys,to keep me going.i know ill make it through,and overcome this,im just down,and having a hard time pulling myself up..

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i hope everybody else out there is doing great and staying positive.sorry i didnt even introduce myself,.my name is charlie,im 15,and i try and keep a open mind about life.i love helping people,overcome there problems,and pushing them forward.<3

As far as other people go, dont be upset. If they dont understand, its not your fault. Just try your best to maybe talking to a therapist. No one can force meds on you, if you feel better without them.

Your at a hard time being 15, I think thats the hardest age, you still feel like a little girl growing into a womans body. Im 50, and I still feel that way LOL trying to get a giggle from you to make you feel better.

I love to laugh, its hard to do when you are down. But laughter is a great medicine. Makes you feel good all over.

I hope everything gets better for you soon, its nice to meet you Charlie, please think about the present and take just one day at a time.

Please dont worry about what lies ahead, it might just surprise you and be better than you expected, then you would have worried for nothing.

Keep in touch and let us know how you are doing

Welcome (((HUGS)))

Patty

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i know this will pass,and i beleive that it will,i just feel so down.when i move next week i wont have a counselor for a while,so i worry about that.im just trying to stay calm,and strong.

I checked your profile, and you are dealing w/ so many problems for anybody, never mind that you are so young. You have joined a warm, loving family; and we are here for you when you need us. Please let us know how you're getting along. We do care.

I hope some of your problems calm down. You might want to ask you doctor if there's an antidepressant you can take at your age. I feel for you, honey, and wish we could do more. But we csn listen and respond.

Warm welcoming wishes, Sylvia

but right now im living with my dad [i love him,he holds me up,were really close]

i think it will be nice to be around people again.i dont have a school counselor because im home schooled due to other illnesses.

im going to see my pdoc next friday,i hope maybe we can find something,that doesnt mess with my liver,.

bleh.

thanks for help everyone<3

i appreciate it.

Caring

Patty

Best, Sylvia

:/