Depression Support Group

i have been havin thoughts of suicide and homicide ever since i was 15 now im 17 and the thoughts still are there no one in my family or any of my friends actually believe me i was and mental ward for suicidal thoughts but still no one thinks ill kill myself or someone else if anyone out there can fucking tell me whats wrong with me it would be great i need a great deal of help and it feels like everyone just giving me the cold shoulder on this problem i have.

Post edited by: ineedhelp420, at: 04/22/2010 07:34 PM

I don't have answers for you, I'm afraid. I'm assuming since you say you were in a mental ward for suicidal thoughts that you are probably seeing a psychiatrist or psychologist. Please tell me if I'm wrong in that. Are you also on any anti-depressants? At your age, sometimes the medicines that are supposed to help can actually make you suicidal. As far as the homicidal thoughts, do you have someone in particular that you want to harm or just in general? Have you told your doctor or not? If you have told them and you aren't getting the help you need, then I would talk to your parents or even a school counselor so you get the help you need. Please talk to someone even if it's a suicide hotline. In the first page of the phone book has the number listed. Keep us posted on how you are doing. Hugs and God Bless.

The only advice that I can give u is praying. Pray to God that he will help you through it. I don't know what you beleive in. But having faith that God will see you through is worth more than anything. You need to try to be strong. If you don't want to think about your family, think about yourself. Think about how this world would be miserable without u. You can make a contribution to the world if you just beleive and have faith.

I talked to someone else about this, dont remember who but I think it helped. My sis is a therapist and when bad thought were entering my mind I though I was going to lose it.

She taught me an exercise, when a bad thought begins STOP it in its tracks. Just say NO out loud, keep doing this and hopefully it works for you as it did me, the bad thoughts stopped. Im not a bad person and your not either, but you need to get control over them, and this is a very good method to try.

Hope it helps

Caring Always

Patty

Sorry, but I don't have answers either. I just wanted to repeat that it is imperative that you get the help you need. You are young and have your whole life ahead of you, and I'm sure you family would care if you weren't there anymore. So please follow Morehope's advice for getting help. I can't express it any better than she did.

And please let us know how you're doing. You've joined a big, caring family; and as part of our family we care how you're doing.

Warm welcoming wishes, Sylvia

patty I wish thought stopping worked for me

talk to a professional

Yes of course you need to see a Dr. if you are repeating these thoughts or even having them once, a Dr. will help you. Please dont be afraid , dr.'s are so understabding to young people with all the pressures in life that are on them now.

Blessings always

Patty