I'm new to this group, though I have been involved in bipolar group a little. I'm having a really bad day, and could use a little comfort. I've been treated for major depression for about 4 1/2 years. My dad died 6 months ago at age 58, my husband has been diagnosed with bipolar II in the last year, my 6 year old is being treated for anger and other emotional issues that came about in the last couple of months and my brother was suicidal and severely abusing alcohol after our father's death. All of this has completely overwhelmed me and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know if my meds aren't working anymore or if all of this is just too much for me to handle, regardless of how well medicated I am. I tried going to counseling but left feeling worse. Then my attention shifted to my son and paying for and getting him help. I had an anxiety attack last week, I've only had 3 or 4 in my life. I'm yelling at everyone, telling off family members, crying, shaking and heart pounding. I have an appointment with my psych but the first available is in 2 1/2 weeks. I'm not sure what to do in the meantime.

I think with so much going on maybe your dr can increase your medications or change them to something stronger... or perhaps you could increase your therapy sessions. It is a shame that you have to wait 2 1/2 weeks to get in to see your therapist! Call them back and tell them it is an emergency!!

Are there any other family members that could lend you a hand? Do you have any siblings that could help?

I am sorry you are having a tough time, but we are here to listen! You can talk or vent all you want or need to.