AnxiousMana
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 Hi, I'm Amanda... & I'm so stressed out...  I don't know what to do I've had anxiety now for almost a year.. it hit me in Febuary of 07 .... after smoking some marijuana and ending up to the point where I couldn't feel my body... and went to the ER. I thought I was dead that night && everything was 3D ish like pop'ing out at me.. && It was so scarey!!  I hate it.... God... & ever sense then I've been experiancing anxiety my hands sweat... My thoughts will race.. My mind will go blank.. sometimes voices will get louder.. I feel like my hearts not beating.. everything seems further away then it is.. I don't like "think" before I act... I just do... I'm so scared... I hate it...  ... It is depressing me really bad.... I just want to be myself again .. I don't know what to do or what made this start.. or anything.. please.. someone.. talk 2 me.... I have a wonderful boyfriend... who trys to understand what I'm going through, but doesn't.. as well as mom & dad... I'm 15... I act like I'm older... I've been through alot of stress... from being raped... to ... abusing alcohol ... and theres more but I'm affraid to tell anyone.. Maybe that's why its acting up.. I don't know... . I'm just so scared... =/ Hopefully communicating with people will help..Anxious_Manna |
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