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Thank you all for your prayers & good wishes..it's been a tough week, as you can imagine. Yesterday (Sunday the 12th) was the first time I've felt anything close to 'normal' since Jack's death. Funny how we think we're prepared for something like this, and when it happens, we're in shock. Felt like I was in a heavy fog all week, but couldn't cry..so strange. Even at the funeral, which was beautiful, personal and very touching, (if I do say so) I was 'strong' and didn't cry much. Finally, on Saturday I fell apart, out of the blue. Thankfully, I was in my livingroom and my son was outside at the time. Maybe that's why I felt so much better and at peace the next day. I realize this is not the end of my grief, but I also know that I've been grieving for a long time - at least 2 yrs., since Jack's strokes. And of course, the past 12 mos. have been pure hell...somewhere along the last few months, I began 'letting go' of my husband, finally realizing that he was determined to die soon. Sorry - this probably should have been a diary entry. Sorry I've been out of touch the past week and I hope everyone here is doing okay. Hugs, Anna Never give up hope.
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