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Wow, you must be such a strong woman. I have gotten to a point where my symptoms are more controlled than they used to be but I feel like I have completely lost myself. I used to be very social. I loved dancing and groups of people but I get very anxious when I am with people now. Some days I feel like I am in a fog and I can't get out. I cry at least twice a week, I was never emotional before I was sick but I think it is healthy to be in tune with your emotions. I feel the worst in the morning. Some mornings I cannot get myself out of bed, but most mornings I manage if I get 10 or more hours of sleep. I feel socially awkward in a lot of situations. I cannot concentrate very easily. Sometimes I am afraid to drive because I get so distracted and I feel like I am in a daze. This scares me. I have trouble with normal tasks but especially laundry. I also have scoliosis and a great deal of back pain, which sleep helps with immensely. I have trouble sleeping too on a lot of nights. I have also noticed that my memory is worse and my perceptions are off. I will get angry with people that I shouldn't get angry with. What are your symptoms? Is your husband healed?
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