darkb4dawn
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When you told me this, I know you were sincere. Now I'm saying the same thing to you and also truly meaning it...don't be frustrated with yourself! This ugly, horrible monster of a disease is huge and it doesn't die with one battle. You will win this war! We will win this war! No matter what struggles a person has, there are always set-backs. That is all that this was, a small set-back. You went over a week!!!! That is amazing to me!!! You know that you can do it! It was just one day...one time. Don't focus on that. Look at what you did do! I'm still fighting my way to get to the week mark. Don't get discouraged! You are so strong, stronger than this stupid disease! I know what you mean that it takes over and you don't even realize that it's happening until it happens and then it's too late. When I binge, there is no choice but to purge after. I can't imagine eating that way and not purging. Maybe I'm wrong to think that way, but the problem for me is how to stop the binging. I'm going to reply to your other message too, but first (and most importantly) I want you to know...really know...that you are an amazingly strong person!!! Do not give this disease the power to from you all that you have accomplished up to now. And you're not starting from scratch, because you have grown and have learned enough about yourself that you stopped for over a week. That is still with you! You just need to jump back on...not start from scratch. You can do this; you've already shown yourself that you can!! All my support and heart-felt admiration to you! Your friend, Care |
