Bulimia Nervosa Support Group

I dont understand why I am getting fatter when im making myself sick more often. I just want so badly to be slim but need help, I just feel so helpless, wish I could just stop eating but I feel like im addicted and that I have no control over it like im possessed when im binging. I hate it!!!!!

I soo understand. Isn't it ironic how we make ourselves purge to not gain weight, yet we can gain anyhow!!! I guess the message is...... Bulemia DOES NOT WORK!!!! The bingeing comes from emotion. I literally tremble sometimes before a binge. Thats how much I want it. It is not TRUE hunger, but emotions that are driving us. Its always the same story I tell myself too. If I don"t binge, then I don"t have to make myself purge. the purge is punishment for not behaving.. but bingeing is really a form of punishing my body too. Wonder what the normal people are thinking about???? hahahahaha