Bulimia Nervosa Support Group

I absolutely hate it. I hate how none of my mates understand what im going through, and how ive been struggling for the last years

I hate that I keep saying to myself 'this will be the last time" and then I do it again. I hate it with you too! HATE IT.

I hate how I wake up in the morning knowing it is just going to be the same routine as the day before.I hate that I can't even escape into my dreams because my dreams are usually of binging.

Post edited by: TheWall, at: 12/01/2011 04:52 AM

It's such an obsessive compulsive disorder. I just don't get it. I hate the purging so much, it's awful.

i totally understand. i wake up every day wondering what i can or cant eat and how much i can purge afterwards. it's a vicious cycle and, like u, i'm still trying to figure it out.

I hate how every day i tell myself im going to be good and then I just end up binging/purging anyway, any little thing can be a trigger. I feel like I need to be locked away and given my meals as I just cant trust myself to stay in control of things. It really is a vicious circle and I feel so alone like nobody would understand even if I told them. I wish I could have a brain transplant so I could stop this awful habit! Its just a bitch isnt it!!!

Exactly. Same here.

I HATE BULIMIA!!! I hate everything that it has done to me and I hate what it has done to all of you. My heart aches just thinking about all the other people out there like us.

Post edited by: pgapromt, at: 01/02/2012 08:47 AM