Bulimia Nervosa Support Group

I have all kind of excuses and none are truly valid, I did not go to the OA meeting last night. Didn't know what to wear, was too tired, ect... All excuses to not get help. Instead, I went to the store and bought 2 boxes of doughnuts. One I brought into the house, unopened and the other other is in my car with 6 missing. My husband feels good about this new doc being able to help me when i see him next week. I am still unsure of whether I want to say anything. The stress level with my daughter here can get pretty awful. Things are wonderful, and then the minute you get angry with her and (leaving door open, tv on, dog barking breaking tv ect..) she is indignant.

There are always other opportunities to go to the meeting when you are ready. Don't beat yourself up over it!

Hugs,

J

As for binges, when I was at my worst I just kept shovelling everything down as fast as I could get it and where ever I could get it from. I loved drive throughs but was always afraid that when I was Binge that I'd get in an accident and not be able to purge! Crazy! But honestly--I'd do 18 donuts easily in those days so don't be embarrassed to talk about it here. Now I binge on healthier foods as I just put so much weight on from Bingeing in the past....that's my own current obsession with staying very thin...I am having a lot of anorexic tendencies these days (ok since last summer) and since I did lose ten lbs I don't want to give them up.

Went off topic..sorry. Why is this awful disease sooo hard to get rid of??? I am glad we have each other here though.

Thanks for the insight... you are not off topic, as you are completely relating to this disease! I see myself getting worse and going further with this(like a drug addict). Maybe an anti depressant would be a good start. Today is a new day. If at first. try try again