Bulimia Nervosa Support Group

I know most of you probably don't know me. I am sitting here in a big empty house feeling lonely though and was hoping anyone might want to have some light hearted talk. We can talk here or you can message me. I just dont want to sit here idle.

Sorry for 2 posts.

I know I haven't been on in a while and stepped down from group leader of this group but I feel really bad about this. My post wasnt important but if it had been someone really in trouble they would have sat for 12 hours plus with no help. Wish this wasnt so.

I am sorry you feel neglected. I am a new leader but still have my issues to deal with and yesterday was a bad day. You asked to 'chat' and I really can't sit and chat but am always here for support and advice. If you wish to become a leader again we can discuss it amongst the leaders--more is always better.

Hugs,

Janna

No I didn't feel neglected. And yes I wanted to chat or just talk out what was in my head. I really don't have time to become a leader again and don't want to risk my recovery with triggering. I just noticed how long it had been that my posts weren't responded to and other threads weren't posted in and mentioned it. Its not your fault. I remember the heavy load that sometimes comes with leader. I just wanted to call it to everyones attention so that maybe others would realize the need to check in with members and help the leaders see that everyone is reached. No toes were meant to be stepped on.

Sorry about that pixie, wish I could have been there for you. It has been very hard lately for me and have been in a deep depression. Anyway, what is going on?

I am glad to see you back on here.

Don't apologize sweetie. I have several issues. I self injure, bulimic, bipolar rapid cycling, ocd, ptsd, borderline personality disorder to name the ones that affect me lol. Well I am on meds and have been great. Haven't cut in a couple months but my big milestone is almost 3 years no purging after 15 years of doing it. The last day or two I have gotten so manic that I was worried. Idle hands are the devils workshop for me. I feared I would self harm maybe but was really worried about bingeing and then purging. I got scared and more manic. Couldn't sleep so I started to worry. I was just wanting a distraction or even to talk. Just to get passed it. But I finally napped today and have a better perspective again. Sorry for my rant. Why so depressed?

I am glad you had a better perspective after taking a nap and that is awesome 3 yrs!!! I am glad you didn't self harm and glad you good identify going manic.

I don't know what is going on with me. I am just tired and everything is just feeling like such an effort.

Well I can understand how being tired can stress your mind and body. Do you do anything for the depression?

I have BP ultra rapid cycling and it is hell! I too have just sunk into a Depression after what I thought was doing great...likely hypomanic though. I guess we are all struggling but better to do it together than alone.