Borderline Personality Support Group

Maybe its for the best you didnt tell him, I told my boyfriend and he broke up with me right away, after talking marriage and all that.

Bpd is horrible

Now I dont even know if I would ever tell anyone, if I ever meet anyone. Being THIS disfunctional I dont even know how much hope we have. Sorry, dont mean to sound like this, my bpd comes with clinical depression

so does mine lelik

How do you deal with it? I mean, I hate it so much...

I don't deal with it. I guess I am still in denial. I am on so many meds it is ridiculous. I think the amount of meds I take a day adds to my depression because I have to take them so often... I wake up and take Lyrica, Zanaflex, Topamax, Ibuprofen 800, Xanax, Abilify, Cymbalta, Synthroid, promethazine, and Lopid.... Then at lunch I take Lyrica, Zanaflex, Prevacid, Ibuprofen 600, and another promethazine. Then at some point I take another Xanax, and at dinner another Lopid and 2 metformin. At bedtime I take Lyrica, Zanaflex, Topamax, Ibuprofen 600, and another promethazine. Sometimes I take a 2nd prevacid..... It's insane.

25-26 pills a day can be exhausting. Too exhausting to deal with my emotions so I just go crazy on people. I'm constantly forgetting to take something so I am running home to get it and it's an inconvenience to my life. A pill box wouldn't be big enough for everything I take either....

Post edited by: crazymomof2, at: 04/24/2012 09:47 PM

one of the first things i tell someone knew when i find out they are interested in me is to tell them what my health issues are..it gets them out of the way and they can decide if they want to pursue me further