Borderline Personality Support Group

Somedays it feels like and I think are these people around me real what if everything im seeing people things ext is really not there. Is that weird ???? Will not last the whole day. or maybe is it dissocation or just me???

I know they sayd borderline is a personality disorder but Im serious they make me out to be this horrible eviel person when IM NOT. Thats how it feels like but to me i dont think its denial I think its just my personality not borderline and that Im such a nice person I get upset when some one hurts me.

Even though borderline is not known that well it seems therapist can tell I have it really quick WHICH HURTSSSS }:

Im always switching meds too I hate it other people have been on there meds for years and years. Its like I get on a pill for literaly around 9 months then psychiatrist says this med will work better so try this one its like geeez what next im going to be on that one for a few months untill you find another one. Do all psychiatrist do this well I guess not all bec some of you get to stay on your meds for years never really switching.

I was chatting with someone and she jsut left }: I asked what did I do no reply yet. I hate when people do that I feel I did something wrong. Having a miny panic attack pnwgirl.

It's normal for doctors to change meds if they think something else may work better. I've been on many meds.

Oh, really. Well I would rather not switch a lot.

lauri, I have to switch meds a lot too, don't feel singled out... I become "immune" for lack of better word, to my meds after a while. My bpd symptoms break through any med I take and I feel like I can't move on until I've been on the new med for a few weeks.

Thanks. Glad you guys can relate to me on how frustrating it is to switch a lot.

Hello Lauri, I just wondered what medication you are on? I was diagnosed with Bpd years ago but am struggling more than anything to get help, ive been self harming a lot recently and my doctor has finally said that he believes meds may help again

Laura

Im on abilify. I have bordelrine, mood disorder NOS, panic attacks, mild ptsd,and ocd intrusive thoughts.

They dont have any actual bpd meds, but they have meds that can help with the underlying things like mood swings, anxiety, depression, etc. I really do understand your frustration Lauri, Ive been on over 30 meds. My problem is always the way I react to side effects, so sometimes I can only take one a few days or a week before I have to stop and switch.

Yeah abilify is for my mood swings because I have mood disorder NOS not allowed to have anti depressant my psychiatrist sayed so. 30 dang for me I dont really get side effects she just switches me because she finds another med supposably thats better. I just want to stay on a med for years not switch will ask her about that. Thanksss