Borderline Personality Support Group

The fear, the anger, the depression.......it's just gotten too much. Tonight when my husband gets home, we discussed it and I am going to go to the local hospital. At least talk to the psychiatrist/psychologist there.

Borderline's in the past have had a history of suicidal actions but in very VERY severe cases left untreated can turn homicidal.

In my rage, I have had detailed thoughts of how to kill the person I am mad at and I want to protect myself and anybody around me at this point.

I AM SCARED OF MYSELF!!!!

If it gets me the treatment that I need I'll do it because I'm sorry to say some of us ain't so lucky to have a 20 buck an hour job with insurance.

We have 1 income right now, 8.50 per hour with NO insurance.

It's good that you can not only recognize you need that help, but take the steps to get it. I wish you the best of luck and we will be thinking of you!

Thank you,

I am going to go to bed until he gets home. I have to admit I'm scared but I know it's for the best.

It's better to be safe then sorry like my mom used to always say.

wow, please take care. And i think if you call the emergency room they'll take you to a psychiatric hospital after an initial evaluation and at the hospital and they won't bother u with paper work till after you go home after treatment. Then just don't pay the bill if you can't. anyways medical bills don't affect your credit score

Actually, medical bills do count against your credit score. A lot of hospitals have a charity program though where you can fill out paperwork in their billing dept and they will write off the bill.

they do, oh my god, i'm so sorry. I heard from someone that they don't

I wish you the best of luck lady. I have experienced homicidal rage and it is very scary. I am sorry you are living on such low income. A lot of people are today with the economy the way it is. I haven't had insurance in 2 years. I am thankful to be part of the prescription assistance program and receive my medications for free.

Also hospital bills do affect credit but if you apply for a car loan or an apartment complex, they usually overlook hospital bills.