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Borderline ForumsGeneral & SupportI feel really suicidal! I feel like a dumb stupid
10/22/2011 07:28 AM
priyasho88
 
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I'm an idiot, my boyfriend invited me to meet his friends and i asked him what i should wear and i asked him if i should wear this one outfit I had and I ended up looking really formal and dumb and everyone around was so casual and cute. Plus my boyfriend's friend's girlfriend was so pretty and i looked so much like a whore all dressed up. i felt stupid, so I slipped out like for a phone call and ended up leaving the place. I was so scared I left my shoes there. I can home and had a mini panic attack with hyper ventilation. Now i feel kinda suicidal. I told my bf sorry like hundred times. what can I do? I'm so nervous in social situations and this was bound to happen. Sick Sick Sad Sad Unsure
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10/22/2011 07:29 AM  Top
priyasho88
 
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his and my relationship is already on the rocks too. I guess he's gonna hate me. I wanna die.

10/23/2011 03:16 AM  Top
peaches261
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The way I would have looked at it was that it's always better to be overdressed than under dressed for any situation. I'm sure you guys will work things out

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10/24/2011 11:21 PM  Top
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don't beat yourself up.... it sound like you looked pretty yourself don't ever compare yourself with anyone..... you are unique & beautiful in your own way... Keep Strong remember you are loved just the way you are..... we are here for you keep strong Hugs JayeWink Smile

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