Borderline Personality Support Group

Ive suffered from borderline personality disorder my whole life.I realize I have patterns of thinking that other people dont,and it makes me miserable.Most of the time I feel like society hates me and is against me.I feel so crazy and unstable,like Im never going to learn how to deal with my disorder.I get so mad at people,even when their not really doing anything to hurt me,and I go off on them because I "think"they are trying to hurt me.If someone says the wrong thing to me I will think about it for days and be very angry.I get so upset sometimes and I get shaky and start crying uncontrollably and have to take a prn just to calm down.I feel like Im facing this world alone,like no one understands me or wants to understand me,they just label me as"crazy".I would like to get EMDR therapy but the only person I know who does it lives far away from me and I dont have a car so I cant drive there myself.I want help from this disorder,Im tired of living my life feeling like everyone is against me and like Im inferior to everyone else and not worthy to love.

You're not alone. Check out the posts and our DBT section.

(((hugs))) I can feel your pain in your thread. I have done most of my therapy through books. Maybe you could do the same. We also have a DBT forum here where there are lessons you can do. I am posting the latest one now.