Borderline Personality Support Group

ummmm...so embarrassed...I kind of quit my new job today with the intention of moving to the city...leaving all my family and my kids and working as an exotic dancer in the big city...

I got home and changed my mind and now have the embarrassing task of asking for my job back...here's hoping that they'll give it to me...

I mean...what the f#@k was my brain thinking???

Oh i know that the money's good because I've done it before but to leave my children without even saying goodbye...to leave a really good job...

I told myself I had to get away from this town and the guy with the GF but I don't need to move to get away from GF guy...just have to stop txting him

MAN I hope they understand and give me my job back...It's such a good job and even as I was quitting I was wondering if this was a good decision but knowing that I was going to make it anyway

I HATE MY BRAIN!!!

I hope they give you another chance!

Thanks...9 hrs to go till i can ring and talk to my boss...I'm taking 2 sleeping pills tonight...

LOL...Just had a funny thought...

What about if I just show up at the regular time and pretend like nothing happened???

"What do you mean, resigned! No no no no that wasn't ME...that was my evil twin sister"

Think it'll work???

Haha, not quite; good thought though.

Well i went in at 630am and they gave me my job back...YAY!

They said it'd have to never happen again of course and gave me a big talking to (nice one) about how concerned they were about me. (I'm bleeding in my eyes from throwing up).

But anyway...I am back to work at 9...Thank goodness.

It really is a great job...$37500 a year to answer the phone...not bad

I'm so happy for you!

that's great Lost that you got your job back. just keep, & don't listen to your brain Lol. just make sure you think before you act Keep Strong okay. Jaye

OKay...what does everyone think about this...I've been at my job a week...the girl whos job I am taking had a going away drinks party at a local pub.

I was drinking and getting slightly drunk and if I'm going to be honest with myself...I was fairly flirtatious with the boys and probably quite over friendly...Nothing that wouldv'e been too serious...just alcohol induced bravado...

Anyway...this girl who's leaving said to me really nastily "Your too forward and throwing yourself at all the guys and everyone hates you anyway so why even talk to them", I went into the toilet and tried to take my life by cutting my wrists...I got kicked out by security and ended up going home with one of the boys from work.

I really want to end it all right now...I now have to go into work and deal with the fact that everyone knows that I am unbalanced...I still don't think that I deserved those comments though...why do I attract drama???

You didn't deserve those comments, but the way you handled it was not healthy. You need to work on keeping your responses and thoughts to situations like that rational. You will run into people like that a lot in your personal and professional life and working on how you handle those situations would be the smartest thing to do.