Hi everyone, Well my story began ten years six years ago, in and out of hostpital emergency departments having siezures, with no explination. Then i would miss weeks at a time from school being sick with no energy, i was being bullied when i attended. When i got to my final school years i would leave school and walk to the hostpital pleading for help saying i was at my last straw, saying this was it, what was keeping me alive was my email contact with Kids Help line. For weeks i would do the same, then eventually I left school, and just sat in a park and called 000. It was at the end. I finally found someone to talk to after years of struggling and i was hopsitalised for a couple of months. I ranaway, the police had to look for me oops  . Since i suffer narcolepsy i didn't no where i was i dream't it. I have tried doing some DBT but that stopped when i had a narcolepsy attack and i felt really embarassed. I haven't been out the house with friends since then. 5 months. I just wish and hope it easier for kids and teens and families to get help before it is to late. I now have recuring dreams of how mnany times i have harmed myself, countless times over years, too many. And i hope no-one else my age has too suffer that much but i know they do. I am unable to study at Tafe as i 'might' fall asleep and injuer myself. So therfore i hardly see anyone as i live in the middle of nowhere. Oh well, at least i found a place to chat. |
