Borderline Personality Support Group

For starters I'm kinda manic. Except I have ever any clue what to do with myself. I wish I was healthy enough to work. I just sit here all day.

hmm. I'd maybe start with something small. Go for a walk, bake something, clean the bathroom?

I started doing Zumba and loved it

You could take up an instrument if you like music. No need for lessons. Between Google and YouTube there are more lessons and instructional videos out there than you ever though existed. Maybe painting or some sort of artistic endeavour?

Those are good suggestions and there's one I'll add to it. Have you thought about learning a foreign language? Joining a gym or just going out and getting exercise is also good therapy.