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02/12/2012 07:52 PM


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I am really feeling out of control .

Guess it has really been happening all year. First the whole thing with the website.

My two sick puppies that we are still dealing with.

Major Denali bills for hubby.

My bad hearing has got really bad and I really need to see someone about it. I feel like I miss half of what happens around me.

Plus, a message from a friend that I cannot discuss.

Then yesterday I get a letter from the insurance company saying that Savella is a non-preferred drug so it is going to cost me 3x more. Sweet, I know.

None of these things are horrible but they keep piling on.

I just don't feel good and I am so tired of it.

maybe I have what I deserve.

I cannot even be "me" here.



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02/13/2012 12:36 AM
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I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I understand what it feels like to have things just pile on and around you. Just know that we are here for you should you ever need to talk or to just vent. Hope your day has gone a little better.

Thinking of you "Sam". Smile

02/13/2012 03:23 AM
Posts: 309

good morning sam,

i am hoping you soon find some serenity.

it is hard when you cant really be who you really are especially with this situation. we're the misfits.

its like 'la salon des refuser' (french impressionism movement...kind of a tough stretch to make, but i am slightly versed in fine arts, so thats what i think of)

when the main guys of impressionism were just becoming a 'movement' they all got denied from the salon. so they put on their own art show. the salon was THE academic voice of art in france at the time.

enough metaphors.

im sorry you feel so bad Sad

i want to wish it all away.


02/13/2012 05:29 AM
Posts: 527

Dear 'Sam'

I cant tell you how sorry I am for how you are feeling.

It seems to work that way, doesnt it? It cant be just 'one'

thing, it has to be a landslide of things.

Know that you are adored in here, and we are here for you.

{{{HUG}}} to you!!


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