Barelymanic, A few months ago I was in a mixed state, it was horrible. Seems to me though at that time I was a little more sensitive to other people feelings.. I FLY right off the handle in the state i am in now... I think my best friend is trying to ignore me when I call and my brain starts all these crazy ass scenarios. It is way more than I can explain. BUT I AM DOWN RIGHT PARANOID!!! My husband says I am just being paranoid. Texasyankee, I think that is a good idea writing the letters and then deleting them! Like you give it to god to handle. I will have to try that. Thanks !  Aravis, I am not looking forward to the downward spiral I know is coming... To me: The DEPRESSION IS THE WORST! Wiky, I agree but no one can get me into a hospital... I always say, My pdoc can do the same thing at home. I am just afraid they will keep me there!! |
