All the triggers were running here.
I got a "Hi Lily, it's (random man from past). I'm sorry I was such an asshole in college. Hope you forgive me."
Well, of course I do. It was a one night stand I had as a Freshman in college. We had a class together and played in a jazz band. After we hooked up, he avoided me like the plague. I was over it before the semester was.
So, I accept his apology, give him a bit of grief about it in good humor, wish him well. I visited his FB profile and saw that he has quite a stellar career as a musician. Wrote to congratulate him.
We flirt back and forth, and I AM ON. New conquest!! Let's relive history (it was AWFUL, btw). It was my natural reaction. Reel him in Lily, you NEED that connection. Triggers galore.
I TRIED to be good. But the "real" me doesn't want to do that. The real me wants to make him crazy....thinking about doing me again.
So far, save for a couple of responses I could have worded less enticingly, it seems to be ok. As it stands, no emails are owed each other, and we both acknowledge we were just having fun flirting.
Folks, it was EVERYTHING I could do not to try to seduce him online.
I don't even need to delete the conversation so hubby cannot see, but geez, I am on the EDGE-and another email might just send me over.
