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02/21/2012 05:06 PM
skeptical
skeptical
 
Posts: 829
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I am not ready to stop drinking. I will not remove myself from this group, because I know that I eventually should stop or decrease my drinking. However, right now it feels like a gargantuan feat because I "enjoy" drinking too much. Something has to change, and until then, I will limit my posts in here because I do not feel they are very supportive to those who are sober or trying honestly to be sober.

I appreciate all your support thus far. I will still read posts in this group and use them as motivation to better myself and get myself out of this drinking pattern.

Thanks all!

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02/21/2012 05:49 PM  Top
allyfant
allyfant
 
Posts: 1094
Senior Member

I understand how you are feeling skeptical. I need to stop drinking, but am having a hard time doing it. I keep thinking that I "need" to drink even though in actuality I don't need to. I'm right there with you and am also hoping to stay in this group for the same reasons.
Ally

Diagnosed with BP2 5/2011 after 15 years misdiagnosed as MDD, survivor of multiple suicide attempts, dealing also with PTSD. I have also had ECT.

Meds
Neurontin 900mg
Prozac 60 mg
Zyprexa 15mg
Lithium 900mg
Lunesta 3mg

02/21/2012 05:54 PM  Top
uppitywoman
uppitywoman
 
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Probably the number one quality needed for to get sober and stay sober is honesty, so you have what it takes to stop when you are ready, and you'll know when that time comes. You are a welcome member here, don't feel otherwise. PM me anytime you'd like to talk if you would like to.
With God, all things are possible

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02/21/2012 06:37 PM  Top
allyfant
allyfant
 
Posts: 1094
Senior Member

I agree with Uppity. What is needed is honesty and I know that to a certain extent in my case I am not being honest with myself or with others. I'm hoping that somehow I can turn this tide, be more honest with myself and those who are trying to help me.
Ally

Diagnosed with BP2 5/2011 after 15 years misdiagnosed as MDD, survivor of multiple suicide attempts, dealing also with PTSD. I have also had ECT.

Meds
Neurontin 900mg
Prozac 60 mg
Zyprexa 15mg
Lithium 900mg
Lunesta 3mg

02/21/2012 09:55 PM  Top
Analogdog
Analogdog
 
Posts: 502
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I agree too, honesty is all that is needed. Self honesty as in "I am an Alcoholic". It is not a gargantuan feat. Its just not drinking. Try water, pop, tea for a drink. I am a total water=aholic these days.

Also try to attend AA meetings. Members don't bite, and newcomers are met very warmly as we have all been newcomers once.

Rob
Sober alcoholic, Friend of Bill
PreDX BP NOS hypomanic all of the time. Probably since the late 1960's.
PostDX hypomania under control.
Childhood Emotional Abuse Survivor

600 mg lithium
300 mg lamotrigine
3100 mg Fish Oil, 1300mg Omega-3 Fatty acids

I am not a doctor nor do I play one on TV. My advice is purely my opinion which should be regarded as such. Taking me seriously can be injurious to your health.

02/22/2012 11:47 AM  Top
sarahtroy
sarahtroy
 
Posts: 12138
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skeptical,

If you limit your posts, you are doing yourself and the group a disservice.

This group is open to EVERYBODY. Drinking and sober individuals alike. This group is also open to using drug addicts, as alcohol was usually a gateway drug for them.

One of the things I feel delayed my ability to quit drinking earlier was the lack of a safe place to talk about my thoughts and feelings about quitting drinking while I was drinking. Most people experience a great deal of ambivalence about stopping their drinking. Not wanting to quit drinking while exploring the idea is normal; what you are going through is normal.

Research shows there are stages to quitting drinking. Among those stages are the pre-contemplation and the contemplation stages. You may be in one of those stages. Participation in the group and freedom to talk about your drinking is very important in these stages.

As a group leader, I feel strongly that we need to make people at ALL STAGES of their drinking feel welcome to participate. I hope you will re-consider your position on this issue. You are welcome to post at any time.

You have my support no matter where you are with your drinking. I think what it takes to quit drinking is the willingness to keep coming back. That is, the willingness to keep coming back for help. If you have that, in time, everything else will come.

So, skeptical, I invite you to keep coming back.

Bipolar II, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attacks, Agoraphobia & PTSD; Alcoholic in recovery since 3/21/07.

Aplenzin 522mg; Pristiq 200mg; Lamictal 400mg; Geodon 160mg; Ativan 1mg TID; Deplin 15mg; Xanax PRN; Metoprol 100mg.

• "Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle happens."
• "My little dog - a heartbeat at my feet." ~Edith Wharton
• "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." ~Ian MacLaren (Usually mis-attributed to Plato)
• "And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." ~Anais Nin

My support and advice is not a replacement for medical diagnosis, treatment, or professional medical advice.

02/22/2012 02:48 PM  Top
allyfant
allyfant
 
Posts: 1094
Senior Member

Thank you Sarah for what you wrote to skeptical. I needed to hear it too! I'm glad that this forum is a place I can come to, even if I am still drinking. Thank you so much.
Ally

Diagnosed with BP2 5/2011 after 15 years misdiagnosed as MDD, survivor of multiple suicide attempts, dealing also with PTSD. I have also had ECT.

Meds
Neurontin 900mg
Prozac 60 mg
Zyprexa 15mg
Lithium 900mg
Lunesta 3mg

02/22/2012 02:52 PM  Top
Bangbang
Bangbang
 
Posts: 6049
Group Leader

There are many people in here at some stage of there drinking problem. Please keep posting. Talking and reading peoples posts help me regardless of their drinking stage.
You are not drunk unless you have to hang on while lying on the floor.

Previous discussions I participated in:
is the urge mental or physical ?
Amends
b12 and bipolar

02/22/2012 02:57 PM  Top
allyfant
allyfant
 
Posts: 1094
Senior Member

Thank you Bangbang. I am grateful for your support!
Ally

Diagnosed with BP2 5/2011 after 15 years misdiagnosed as MDD, survivor of multiple suicide attempts, dealing also with PTSD. I have also had ECT.

Meds
Neurontin 900mg
Prozac 60 mg
Zyprexa 15mg
Lithium 900mg
Lunesta 3mg

02/22/2012 04:15 PM  Top
skeptical
skeptical
 
Posts: 829
Member

I am relieved to read that I can still participate even if I am still drinking. It helps. I am in a weird place right now where I am looking for help but not quite ready to make a change. These conflicting emotions are just confusing. Thanks all. I will continue to participate in this group. I am glad I have this outlet.

Previous discussions I participated in:
thirsty
the in-laws
this feels awful
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