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dizzyb Posts: 4329
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I've just taken my meds and my sleep guy seems to kick in really fast. I'm typing but it's taking me a very long time. The space and dimension around me is different. even sitting here alone I know that is a group of people chatting around me, nice to hear sounds. I feel drunk, my keyboard is more raised and tilting downwards. and all these prople around me gently chatting and having fun. I feel safe, just a bit zoned. Bit like one of the few times I smoked weed. battling to focus, being tired doesn't help. But it's such a nice feeling, doc said I should be in bed by the time this hits, but it's so much more fun here. It's been a long day and i have a lot of sleep debt, am hoping I can pay back some tonight. This is not normally me, just a little 5 min zone. Maybe should go into diary but can't do that right now, too much effort. See what happens when you start celebrating the road to 40 witha glass of champagne  Nah, been here before. This is cool, I like being here, seems a pity to waste it going to bed But I will soon .. when I start winding down. I just got lost in thought, unfamiliar territory  Post edited by: dizzyb, at: 03/22/2010 03:24 PM Don't believe everything you think ;)
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The information I give is from personal experience and is only advice, it is not a substitute for professional care. If you require urgent medical atention, please contact your doctor or go to the ER immediately.
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MissStacey Posts: 14847
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Oh my Lord you silly girl!!! You are too funny, you should be sleeping.  You are going to die when you re-read this post tomorrow. LOL I know you! Love you bunches! Sleep tight. Hugs, Stacey  I suffer from Rapid Progressive MS, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, Epilepsy, Migraines, Neuropathy, IBS, Narcolepsy, Arrythmia, Arthritis and too much more complete list on profile.
"Just because we have the right to disagree with a person, does NOT give us the right to disrespect that person."
I'm not currently active due to many personal and medical issues. I will not be participating in MDJ for awhile, my thoughts and prayers are with everyone. I hope everyone is well and I appreciate all of the thoughts, kind words and messages. I have tried to respond as much as possible and apologize if I have not gotten back to everyone. Love & Hugs, Stacey |
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SpazyJess Posts: 3456
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I so wish I was at that happy place! "The key to successful leadership is influence, not authority."
~Kenneth Blanchard
"Minds arelike parachutes. They only function when they are open."
~Sir James Dewar
"I learned that it is the weak who are cruel, and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong."
~Leo Rosten
"Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
~Albert Einstein
"Fall down seven times, get up eight."
~Japanese Proverb
"Perfect does not exist in an imperfect world"
~Anonymous
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MissStacey Posts: 14847
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Jesssss!!!! How are you my good friend? I wouldnt mind being in that happy place either lol it looks fun She is funnnnny!!! I hope she got a good sleep out of it, she needs it the poor thing. Love and Hugs, Stacey I suffer from Rapid Progressive MS, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, Epilepsy, Migraines, Neuropathy, IBS, Narcolepsy, Arrythmia, Arthritis and too much more complete list on profile.
"Just because we have the right to disagree with a person, does NOT give us the right to disrespect that person."
I'm not currently active due to many personal and medical issues. I will not be participating in MDJ for awhile, my thoughts and prayers are with everyone. I hope everyone is well and I appreciate all of the thoughts, kind words and messages. I have tried to respond as much as possible and apologize if I have not gotten back to everyone. Love & Hugs, Stacey |
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FatherKarras Posts: 3261
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OMG, Bridget you are hysterical. I think I love you. I have tears in my eyes from reading. They should be crystallizing into salt any moment now, so I can have a margarita if I want. Patrick
Is all that we see or seem, but a dream within a dream--EA Poe
Nobody loves you when you're down and out; Nobody sees you when you're on cloud 9--John Lennon
And in the end; the love you take; is equal to the love; you make--The Beatles
Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man--Friedrich Nietzsche
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all--Emily Dickinson
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SpazyJess Posts: 3456
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Hey Stacey!  I've been frustrated and angry at times and in fibro pain. Sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to not to be negative, but needless to say I'm so not in my happy place. I'm just annoyed with what I'm dealing with right now and frustrated with my ever so flawed self. I don't know if I'm symptomatic; I think so b/c I've been a tad on the rebellious side, which is not good. I feel like a failure at times. Today I have to meet with the f@#kin investigator, what a waste of fraggin time! My half/half job title is changing into one and I feel there's no need to see this dipshit today b/c I'll be out of that gov't like world soon. I know, it's about work; it is prolly getting old. Sometimes I love it; lately it's been making me mad. Outside of work I pretty much have no life...I'll stop venting.. I hope you are doing way better than I. "The key to successful leadership is influence, not authority."
~Kenneth Blanchard
"Minds arelike parachutes. They only function when they are open."
~Sir James Dewar
"I learned that it is the weak who are cruel, and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong."
~Leo Rosten
"Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
~Albert Einstein
"Fall down seven times, get up eight."
~Japanese Proverb
"Perfect does not exist in an imperfect world"
~Anonymous
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SpazyJess Posts: 3456
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Sorry to be a downer... "The key to successful leadership is influence, not authority."
~Kenneth Blanchard
"Minds arelike parachutes. They only function when they are open."
~Sir James Dewar
"I learned that it is the weak who are cruel, and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong."
~Leo Rosten
"Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
~Albert Einstein
"Fall down seven times, get up eight."
~Japanese Proverb
"Perfect does not exist in an imperfect world"
~Anonymous
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FatherKarras Posts: 3261
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No worries, Jess. After all, that is what this group is about. If you can't find compassion here, where else will you find it? I do hope things work out for you at your job and you start feeling better. My thoughts are with you. Hugs, Patrick Patrick
Is all that we see or seem, but a dream within a dream--EA Poe
Nobody loves you when you're down and out; Nobody sees you when you're on cloud 9--John Lennon
And in the end; the love you take; is equal to the love; you make--The Beatles
Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man--Friedrich Nietzsche
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all--Emily Dickinson
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MissStacey Posts: 14847
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The Fibro itself can bring you down then throw in the Bipolar and forget about it. I am sorry you have not been feeling well. You are so smart and and strong and know yourself better than anyone. Do you have any appts coming up with your pdoc? The job situation is probably just really stressing you out and popping some triggers. Maybe when things calm down and tootsie pop is gone you will stabilize again. You are always in my thoughts and prayers my friend. I will just pray extra hard for your tough times. Love ya girl! Hugs, Stacey I suffer from Rapid Progressive MS, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, Epilepsy, Migraines, Neuropathy, IBS, Narcolepsy, Arrythmia, Arthritis and too much more complete list on profile.
"Just because we have the right to disagree with a person, does NOT give us the right to disrespect that person."
I'm not currently active due to many personal and medical issues. I will not be participating in MDJ for awhile, my thoughts and prayers are with everyone. I hope everyone is well and I appreciate all of the thoughts, kind words and messages. I have tried to respond as much as possible and apologize if I have not gotten back to everyone. Love & Hugs, Stacey |
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dizzyb Posts: 4329
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I did contemplate deleting it, but re-reading it I think it's rather funny  and gave you a few laughs Paying for the no sleep today, but worth it for being in that zone  Jess, I hope things start looking up for you soon. Hugs to you. Bridget Don't believe everything you think ;)
Aspire to inspire before you expire !
The information I give is from personal experience and is only advice, it is not a substitute for professional care. If you require urgent medical atention, please contact your doctor or go to the ER immediately. |
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