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yippeeskippee Posts: 437
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Hello! I am recently diagnosed as BPII, which is pretty scary, but at least I know what's been wrong with me. I don't know if that helps? I suppose it does. But from what I've read, I have a long, hard road ahead of me. Is there hope for a "normal" life? I understand that I will have ups (lots and lots of ups) and downs just like anybody else, but does this rollercoaster level out? I tend to stay mostly "up", does anyone else? Oh, I could write a novel filled with questions, but I'll restrain myself.  Diagnosed with: BP, OCD, ADHD, PTSD, GAD, and Tourette's Disorder
Depakote ER 2000mg
Klonopin 0.5mg twice daily
For the record, I am not a healthcare professional and anything I write is of my opinion only and not meant to be taken as medical advice. They are my experiences only, and only serve to hopefully guide others where guidance is wanted.
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dlw Posts: 89
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Dear yippeeskippee, I've been battling this relentless disease for over 40yrs., therefore in answer to your question, no it doesn't level off. You can however manage the highs and lows with meds and changing your environment. This takes time and patience, so you can't give up. The roller coaster is a common event and normal for us bp2's. A normal life. Well, let's just say we can visit there, but we can't live there. But hey, what's normal right. Isn't just the life that you've become accustom to and learn to live with. I'm high or hypo-manic most of the time and it can be very difficult to deal with on a daily basis. keep coming to the site and I'll talk more with you on this subject, as I'm sure others will also. Always remember that it's not how many times you fall but how many times you get up. Take care kiddo and don't give up the fight! |
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yippeeskippee Posts: 437
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Thank you for responding. I was afraid that I was going to stay like "this", but then again, haven't I always been like "this"? At least there is hope of managing symptoms, all is not lost. I get so tired though...Don't worry. I'm too darned hard-headed to give up. I'll be around for the long haul. I'm glad to have found this site. I'm sure my group therapy sessions will help, but they won't always be available. You all will. At least there's that, right? Diagnosed with: BP, OCD, ADHD, PTSD, GAD, and Tourette's Disorder
Depakote ER 2000mg
Klonopin 0.5mg twice daily
For the record, I am not a healthcare professional and anything I write is of my opinion only and not meant to be taken as medical advice. They are my experiences only, and only serve to hopefully guide others where guidance is wanted.
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Lyria Posts: 56
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Welcome yippee! I understand the scared feeling of being diagnosed. I was diagnosed BP2 July of last year. And it was a relief to finally know why I felt the way I did and acted the way I did. And then I was fired from my job for my "attitude". Which didn't really help, but at least by then I had a good pdoc & tdoc and a good supporting circle of friends. And you are gonna like it here. These people really know what they are talking about. They have helped me deal with some really low points. |
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I'm new too to this forum and newly diagnosed. Well It was last may. I felt like you did at first - like the diagnosis was new. Thing is I have learnt that I have lived with bipolar for years and the diagnosis really didnt change that. The diagnosis has made me understand things more. I think you will find you know yourself better than anyone else. Its hard to relax into it when your newly diagnosed but if you have moments when you can it does help you to figure what works for you. I dont think I ever stop learning how to manage bipolar and often feel very alone and issolated as I dont know anyone else face to face who has bipolar. Take care, Shell |
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hey yippie - something else I thought of - when I was first diagnosed I watched steven fry on UTUBE - do a search on utube for Secret Life of the Manic Depressive. I think there are 3 parts. Steven fry is a famous actor and he has bipolar and did a little doco on it. It was really helpful to me and to understand that often ppl with bipolar carry great intelegence and creativity. I find identifying my creative outlet helps - I write. Some times my head is too foggy to write, other times it pours out of me. |
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yippeeskippee Posts: 437
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Oh, man! I ALMOST got fired from my job today! I have this little, "snippy" way about me too, it seems! I also don't seem to have a problem telling management exactly what I think. They don't like that.  I'm glad I'm in the right place, and so far like it here. It's good to know I'm not alone. My family just thinks I'm crazy, but love me anyway. Thank you for your response! Diagnosed with: BP, OCD, ADHD, PTSD, GAD, and Tourette's Disorder
Depakote ER 2000mg
Klonopin 0.5mg twice daily
For the record, I am not a healthcare professional and anything I write is of my opinion only and not meant to be taken as medical advice. They are my experiences only, and only serve to hopefully guide others where guidance is wanted.
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yippeeskippee Posts: 437
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Thank you, Shelly, I'll look him up! Diagnosed with: BP, OCD, ADHD, PTSD, GAD, and Tourette's Disorder
Depakote ER 2000mg
Klonopin 0.5mg twice daily
For the record, I am not a healthcare professional and anything I write is of my opinion only and not meant to be taken as medical advice. They are my experiences only, and only serve to hopefully guide others where guidance is wanted.
Tonya |
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MissStacey Posts: 14847
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Well I am glad you didnt get fired especially with this crappy economy. I am the same way as you though I sometimes just cant hold back. I am glad you like it here, you are def not alone at all. Its good you have a loving family, without that many are lost. Hugs Stacey I suffer from Rapid Progressive MS, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, Epilepsy, Migraines, Neuropathy, IBS, Narcolepsy, Arrythmia, Arthritis and too much more complete list on profile.
"Just because we have the right to disagree with a person, does NOT give us the right to disrespect that person."
I'm not currently active due to many personal and medical issues. I will not be participating in MDJ for awhile, my thoughts and prayers are with everyone. I hope everyone is well and I appreciate all of the thoughts, kind words and messages. I have tried to respond as much as possible and apologize if I have not gotten back to everyone. Love & Hugs, Stacey |
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SpazyJess Posts: 3456
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I'm happy for you too. I can relate in being blunt in work situations. I've gotten in trouble a couple of times voicing my honesty. A lot of folks can't handle it. It's like once you get to work, you have to leave your emotions at the door and be agreeable (sp?) at all times. That's just my take. I'm not really the totally submissive type. However, now I'm learning to try to shut my mouth, lol!  It's a shame b/c I feel better when I can be honest about stuff, oh well.. Post edited by: SpazyJess, at: 08/07/2009 09:38 AM "The key to successful leadership is influence, not authority."
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"I learned that it is the weak who are cruel, and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong."
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