Bipolar Type II Support Group

yep. crashed. had three amazing days of happy/energy.. which i am thankful for!!! but totally when spiraling down yesterday. just updating. im glad i have this site to vent on .. even if no one reads it, i'm still gettin things off my chest and into words so i can better understand myself. i'm really just wanting these next three weeks of the semester and all the finals to be over with so i can just have a little christmas vacation and recharge myself for the next semester. im stressin cause im not sure if i'm going to pass all of my classes. come on dec 23rd!! (last day of class)

thanks everyone for helping and being a part of this community

This site is so good to vent on, so vent away. I'm so sorry you crashed. It's good to get things off your chest. Just know that this will pass. These three weeks will go by and you will be out of school to enjoy the holiday and get recharged for the next semester. Just do the best you can. I have faith in you and you can do this. Believe in yourself. I am very proud of you being in school and dealing with all that you deal with. You are doing a great job.

Good luck on your exams. I know how stressful that can be.

Good luck with the exams I'm sure you'll do well

Sarah

Sorry about the crash. You are bright and talented and I know you will do well in your classes. If you feel you need extra help, remember there's the pdoc for med adjustments.

I know 3 weeks of finals and studying really hard can burn you out also, so make sure you get enough sleep, take your meds on time and eat properly. We are all here rooting for you and have confidence that you're going to make it through just fine.

hugs, heather

Thanks Guys!

so sorry you crashed.... hang on and just do your best on the exams

Let us know how your finals are going.

I am going to be finished next week with finals.I only have three and two are online so I can take my time and use any sources. One is in the library but it is open book and we have two hours.

I am writing my last paper that was due yesterday, major downer. I have gotten better at writing papers but I would rather be researching and reporting my findings in a chart, I love Excel. I like math not grammar. I also like physical and visual things not emotional and audio things.

I can't stop thinking about my son rejecting me last month and not talking to me anymore. To make it worse is that he has known for more than a year that he did not want to live with me. I am so bad with simple relationship interactions. Never have been diagnosed with asperger but since autism runs in the family along with bipolar it is not such a stretch for me to have both. Like many people my family does not want to deal with it let alone talk to me about "my issues." My son got better and better over this year at pushing my buttons so I kept getting triggered. I wish I could kill the part of myself that knows him. I don't want to keep hurting, there is nothing I can do but send him emails he will just erase. Always much easier said than done...

good luck to you and hope things get better.

Only one more page of my paper to write and then I can rest and read it the morning before I bring it to my teacher.

and.. I am done...I think it an improvement from my last papers.