Bipolar Teens Support Group

how come every one i need just leaves me alone

well welcome to my world

b/c it seems like all i feel ne more is

pain..and lonelyness....

i think that is all i was put here for...

i feel like everyone looks at me and see

sum than eles that i dont

people think they know me so well but they dont

why do people think they know everyone so good

but they dont....how can they know ne thing about me.....

hell i dont even know who i am or what i am about

but i do know one thing pain...

everyone is like there is nothan to be sad about

but i am like i dont know why i am sad but i just am...

its like for a month i well be just find than out of no where

it hits me and i cant get up from it why why why

i just want to know why....

i am sick of this...

well lata i done

I think we are given things in our life that we have to deal with in order to make us stronger and further us on our journey. Perhaps this time in your life is one of those things. Dealing with this illness is one of those things. It stinks but think of how awesome you will feel when you feel good in comparison with how you were feeling when you wrote your post. Does that make sense? It's all part of the great circle of life. Good bad good...things will look up soon. Really!

Hang in there. As my late Mama would say, "chin up kiddo."

Peace, peach

Jay

Post edited by: babeboi06, at: 12/18/2007 09:58