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VampiricAngel Posts: 273
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I'm going to be unavailable for about a week-week and a half. I'll still be logged on and will check the posts and emails which keep me updated on posts that have been updated(sounds redundant doesn't it ^_~) Life's been a bit hectic for me the past few days. Heck the last two weeks I've been holding it together pretty well. But the night before it blew up. My sister and I had an altercation to put it nicely. Basically we got into a fist fight and it got ugly. Everything I've been holding inside came out all the hurt and pain and resentment came out. Things I was trying to sort out and come and TALK about...things I needed to think and figure out how to say. IT wasn't suppose to happen like that. And now it feels like I've messed everything up. This holiday season is screwed the family is separated IDK for how long. It got ugly. She's 17 yrs older than I am and things between us have been funky to say the least. For me any ways in her world everything is perfect *eye roll* I don't feel like going into all details but yes I am at fault as well I should have walked away but I had already been on edge for about a week before hand for no reason then they threw me into to more classes on line for school. ( had to repeat a grade because of my sophomore year with the hospitalization and everything that happened). So this week I'm going to concentrate on school work I NEED TO CATCH UP and make sure I finish a class or two if possible and hand in more job applications and try to get my thoughts in order. So I really won't be able to post that much if I'm able to get on at all. I am so sry about that. I hope u all are doing well though *HUGS* ~Linda (plz forgive spelling errors) ~“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”
~“Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.”
~ August Wilson quotes (American Writer, 1945-2005)
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