Bipolar Support Group

I've been on my new med combo going in to my second month.. And the past few days I started feeling... I don't know I guess kinda on edge. I want to grrrrrr and over all people are pissing me off.. I have aggression issues.. But I don't know if I should request an up in my seroquel or what? Any suggestions??? I've had a migraine the past few days and its just past.. Wondering if I should give it a few days.. I also have back/ and hip pain that has flared up from a car accident from a year ago and I have been hurting really bad, I don't know whats got me wanting to be so mean... I feel like I should lock myself in my room so that I don't yell at ppl. Sometimes my son gets the worst of it, but on the meds I am really great with him.. Its only adults. I just think that they should just shut up and go away. (The past few days, today even worse)

i've felt like this as well on edge all the time.

I get this way sometimes... like intensified irritability...aka ANGER! I have little patience with people, view everything negatively...it's not fun. Know there are many things that can cause that feeling... may be our disorder, may be stress, may be physical pain...or maybe a combo of all kinds of stuff. Like your title states- these are just feelings you are feeling- they don't mean YOU are evil! Just take care of yourself during this time, think before you speak (if you can- not easy), avoid as many negative situations as you can, seek support (like here!), and know you won't feel this way forever. Hope that made sense and was helpful! Take care of you.

I get that way, too. I call them my black moods because I really do feel evil - full of anger and completely impatient with others. I just have to isolate myself as much as possible until the mood passes. If I don't, I will inevitably snap at someone and really hurt their feelings.

Somedays I'm the crazy lady in the attic, so to speak.

TY guys... Its passed for the most part (for now) Its hard to get through. I have to bite my tongue to keep from yelling SHUT UP OMG JUST SHUT UP! Everything sounds so much louder and everyone sounds so much dumber then they should... And I feel bad for thinking the things I do.. But I think my moods are leveling out.. And I have been in a lot of pain. I actually have an appt coming up with neuro for an MRI on my spine to check the disk.... :/ If I'm not feeling this way, my meds give me a calming effect a state of OHM I guess you could say.... and my BF is BP rapid cycle and just restarted meds and the pdoc put him on zoloft (is horrible for me) and lamitical (that 1 hated me too) well he is all jacked up and LOUD.. and IT takes all I have to not want to bang him with a pot through the floor and smile.... and just sit and listen to him being all hyper. I want to run to his doctor and go please give him something to make his not so off the wall LOL... its wayyyy to much!!! I didn't like being so jacked up, it sent me into panic attacks... But I guess everyone has different levels they have to achieve.. Mine needs to be more of a level lay low and most of the time he doesn't bother me, but here lately. Way too much cheer, I prefer the dark closet of quietness.. (I feel evil for wanting it).