Write if you someone to lean on.

-T I feel thwe frustration, i really do!!!!

Carmen

I am glad too that you have never had a attempt, and please please if those thoughts ever get into your mind, get your self to the nearest hospital for help, you don't have to go this alone.

I too push others away, if I can't stand being around me, how can I expect others too? by reaching out here, you are doing wonderful in seeking understanding and care.

Hugs

Carmen

Thank....s.You are sweet.

Thank god i have such a terrific family. I thank them everyday. We are soooooooclose it really help out a lot. i just sometimes feel like it's too much this type of support is really helpinh me. this is not a funny subnject.....If I commit suicide my daughter wiull never get paid life ins also, i really have to much to do....Who would do it>>>>>I try to lol alot.

God bless-T

Your a brave woman, and you are doing the very best that you can, it is great that you have such a wonderful support system around you, Your daughter needs you in her life, and you have many of those that you haven't even met yet, that would suffer a great loss if you were to leave before it is time for you to go.

I am glad that you are here.

Hugs.

Carmen

Remeber: I have too much to do!!!!LOL

Don't feel bad about me crying it is sometimes good for the soul when no one is looking

God bless

Hugs

Carmen