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P8nt, we love you here, and will do what we can to stop stupidity..I should not have posted what I did, but I felt absolute rage when I read that.

I am sorry p8nt, that you had this guy react to your post. I have a previous run in with him. He attacked me, and said, I was a lousy group leader because, I didn't moderate another member's post. I am getting frustrated with him, too.

Gypsy, you were were right in your frustration. Your candid replys to people have been so heartfelt at times that I am just in awe of your honesty.

Thanks Carmen, again for this thread...where we can share and speak candidly...you are a smart gal...{{{hug}}}}

I said the post was pathetic not you. by ou812

whatever, the poor dude doesn't know me from adam's tom cat and as long as he leaves it at this i'm good. just wanted to let you all know i'm no longer hurt by his comments but if it happens again i'm unleashing "the hollie" that's what my mom and dad call me when someone has really hurt me......lol hope it doesn't have to come to that....rotf

To everyone else on these boards that now hates me and thinks I'm a jerk. I completely understand. And to all of you I am very sorry and ask as well that you except my apology. I acted like a jerk and I apologize.

I am not a tourist as an earlier statement said about me. Though, I do deserve that type of comment as I do come off as a newbie that recently starts arguments. Again, I beg for everyone's forgiveness.

My only two problems with this site, is for by polar patients all of us have either tried to commit suicide, or think about it. And a newbie as myself can be triggerred easily. Again,p8ntballgrl, please forgive me. My second and only other complaint is I believe some of the group leaders here, need to realize this problem and understand that that subject and the use of marijuana as a self medication tecchnique, might not be a wise subject as a lot of us bi polar patients have addiction problems as well. Sometimes when a person goes on talking about pro pot use that isn't prescribed from a doctor, that a group leader might come to the conclusion that this isn't wise to talk about a bit sooner. Other than that I love the help I have received here. I respect you all and ask for your forgiveness. Im sorry for all the problems I caused and

p8ntballgrl- Please forgive me. I really am sorry. I just realized there is a reason I don't have friends. I don't desrve them I really ask that you all forgive me. Especially you p8ntballgrl.

I've have read and re-read the post that you referred to just to insure that there was nothing that I had misunderstood, and there was nothing, but two people sharing their opinions on the matter, and conducting themselves as responsible adults, if you have a problem with something that you disagree with or someone that you do, bring it to me, in a pm, I am a leader here and in many other groups, I do my best to remain neutral and consider both sides prior to acting.. I am glad you have chosen to apologize to P8nt and to the rest of the group, I for one accept, and hope that we can move on from here.

"I might be in complete denial, but I smoked a ton of weed and shot up opiates while in college and I graduated cum laude (my gpa was 3.79, but I transferred in a 4.0 which isn't counted in my graduating gpa), and was in the top 10% of my class. I am also a member of both my majors' honor societies as well as one commemorating the top 15% of the class."

" I once met this guy who totally freaked out when he smoke a little weed. He thought the stairs in my house led to the bottom of the ocean. It was a joy to be around that guy!"

Carmen, it is great that you accept this job as group leader on a volunteer no pay basis. I'll I'm saying that when a group leader sees that some referrences maybe, just maybe, might not be for the good of the most with addiction problems...and that girl was not prescribed the pot...that on a mental health support site, it should be stopped earlier. And then for gypsey who finally puts a stop to it after letting it go on far too long, locks the post by saying this....

"I am now locking this thread., out of resect for the author of this thread, and the purpous of the support forum. If you want to continue this conversation, you can start another thread."

I'm not trying to insult you gypsy but whats the point of that comment ma'am? I'm locking it out of respect for the one who started it, but if you want to continue...do it over here. I'm sorry ma'am. Thats wrong in my opion. Especially on a mental help support site.

I appreciate your kind words carmen and gypsy I thank you for putting up with me.I thank you. I wish you all the best and I thank you for your time.

I am terrible at explaining myself. My brain is never completely still. I never meant to insult. Just to say think twice about how this might affect all members and not just some. I am sorry for my explanations and handling of my actions. You group leaders did not deserve it and p8ntball absolutly did not. Thanks for reading.

Post edited by: ou812, at: 05/10/2008 21:18