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nsnelling Posts: 877
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It is hard, I am still trying to get my meds under control, sometimes i feel like crying and at others I feel like screaming. I would love it if I could go one day where I did not have such ups and downs I have messenger it is NatashaSnelling@hotmail.com and daisy_d_3@yahoo.com
Depakote 500mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 80mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 60mg one tab in morning
Lamictal 150mg one tab in the morning
Metformin 500mg one tab twice a day
Prilosec OTC 20mg two tab in morning 2 at night
Flexiril 10mg twice a day
Ibuprofren 800mg several times a day
Tylenol 500mg every four hours
Trazadone 100mg at bedtime
Prozac 10mg in the morning
I have BiPolar 1 Rapid Cycling, PTSD, Anxiety, Acid Reflux, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.
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undertoe Posts: 531
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N, so you are bipolar as well? I was never good at short copy. |
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UnsureOfMyself Posts: 683
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tis the name of the game, the game we are all forced to play, i get manic where i think nothing is wrong with me, then the other day out of nowhere i was like Wow, screw life, im done. then i went to the hospital, before i even left or had anything, i was right up there again My friends call me Jonesy
If I was to tell you I was crazy, you`d laugh it off, if I was to tell you I have a depressive disorder thats controllable with medication, you`d label me crazy. Kinda backwards, I say.... |
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nsnelling Posts: 877
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Yes I am bipolar as well. I unlike my daughter was not diagnosed till I became and adult. And some days are horrible. Then what starts out as a basic thought becomes a horrible pattern then it leads to really bad thoughts like you said unsureofmyself of the screw life im done with it thoughts I have messenger it is NatashaSnelling@hotmail.com and daisy_d_3@yahoo.com
Depakote 500mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 80mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 60mg one tab in morning
Lamictal 150mg one tab in the morning
Metformin 500mg one tab twice a day
Prilosec OTC 20mg two tab in morning 2 at night
Flexiril 10mg twice a day
Ibuprofren 800mg several times a day
Tylenol 500mg every four hours
Trazadone 100mg at bedtime
Prozac 10mg in the morning
I have BiPolar 1 Rapid Cycling, PTSD, Anxiety, Acid Reflux, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. |
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blabinsky13 Posts: 20296
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Barbara
Bipolar 1 & Fibromyalgia
"We are stardust, we are golden." -- Joni Mitchell
Medications: Omeprazole 20 mg. 2x daily; Levothyroxine 50 mcg. 1 daily; Hydrochlorothiazide 12.5 mg. 2 daily; Cozaar 50 mg. 1 daily; Orphenadrine 100 mg. 2x daily; Gabapentin 1,200 mg. 3x daily; Tramadol 50 mg. 1 every 6 hours as needed; Cymbalta 30 mg. 1 daily; Abilify 30 mg. 1 daily; Ambien CR 12.5 mg. 2 at bedtime; Extra Strength Tylenol as needed. |
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UnsureOfMyself Posts: 683
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absolutely i know, i wish wed figured this out when i was younger, id rather my mom have known why i acted out so much before she went My friends call me Jonesy
If I was to tell you I was crazy, you`d laugh it off, if I was to tell you I have a depressive disorder thats controllable with medication, you`d label me crazy. Kinda backwards, I say.... |
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UnsureOfMyself Posts: 683
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i have my habits and i want nothing but the mood swings to go away, hell id love to be manic forever. such energy and strength, but i know its not possible My friends call me Jonesy
If I was to tell you I was crazy, you`d laugh it off, if I was to tell you I have a depressive disorder thats controllable with medication, you`d label me crazy. Kinda backwards, I say.... |
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nsnelling Posts: 877
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How do you deal with the rapid cycling. I mean right now I feel all sorts of messed up thoughts. I would go to the ER for the suicidal thoughts but feel like noone would beleive me and they would call me "crazy" I have messenger it is NatashaSnelling@hotmail.com and daisy_d_3@yahoo.com
Depakote 500mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 80mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 60mg one tab in morning
Lamictal 150mg one tab in the morning
Metformin 500mg one tab twice a day
Prilosec OTC 20mg two tab in morning 2 at night
Flexiril 10mg twice a day
Ibuprofren 800mg several times a day
Tylenol 500mg every four hours
Trazadone 100mg at bedtime
Prozac 10mg in the morning
I have BiPolar 1 Rapid Cycling, PTSD, Anxiety, Acid Reflux, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. |
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nsnelling Posts: 877
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Nights like tonight I cycle so rapidly no one would beleive me cause they cant see inside my head. I want to do so much and feel like I can acheive the world but at the same time want to just say f this life I have messenger it is NatashaSnelling@hotmail.com and daisy_d_3@yahoo.com
Depakote 500mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 80mg two tabs at bedtime
Geodon 60mg one tab in morning
Lamictal 150mg one tab in the morning
Metformin 500mg one tab twice a day
Prilosec OTC 20mg two tab in morning 2 at night
Flexiril 10mg twice a day
Ibuprofren 800mg several times a day
Tylenol 500mg every four hours
Trazadone 100mg at bedtime
Prozac 10mg in the morning
I have BiPolar 1 Rapid Cycling, PTSD, Anxiety, Acid Reflux, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. |
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UnsureOfMyself Posts: 683
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well, i would like to see the person who could write down their thoughts as fast as they can think em, THEN `normies` (lol) will get a small insight into what we feel/think/contemplate My friends call me Jonesy
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