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Bipolar Forums › Lounge - Off topic discussions › Anyone Awake, April 7th Saturday

04/07/2012 06:19 PM

Anyone Awake, April 7th Saturday (page 19)

pirateprincess421

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Yes I know. I wonder if the dreams will ever go away? I wonder if I'm 70 I'll be still having dreams that I'm being abused in some way. I hate to think that it would be true.

I wonder how long I have to take meds too? Do you think it will ever be normal?

Princess Lainey

Lamictal 200mg
Risperdal 1.5mg
Trazadon 100mg
Klonapin 1mg
Lexapro 20mg
Wellbutrin 150mg

PS...I hate the snow

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04/07/2012 06:19 PM Top
starbright Posts: 7342 VIP Member	sometimes i wish the dreams were reality they feel so real, and sometimes i feel so weak i wish they would take over starlight, starbright, the first star i see tonight. i wish i may i wish i might have the wish i wish tonight. Bright blessings. Starbright XXX Previous discussions I participated in: relapse what helps BP for depression What is your FEELING WORD?

04/07/2012 06:21 PM Top

pirateprincess421

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Have you ever heard the song mad world? In it the chorus is I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, the dreams in which I'm dying, are the best I ever had.

That's how I feel. I just recently had a dream where I was dying. It left me shaken, but I felt relieved.

Post edited by: pirateprincess421, at: 04/07/2012 06:23 PM

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04/07/2012 06:21 PM Top
starbright Posts: 7342 VIP Member	personally i dont think i will ever be drug free, ive been on them so long and there are older people here still on them, maybe with good coping strategies in place and ways to cope with the illnesses highs aand lows meds may be reduced but completely stopped for me i cant see that happening starlight, starbright, the first star i see tonight. i wish i may i wish i might have the wish i wish tonight. Bright blessings. Starbright XXX Previous discussions I participated in: relapse what helps BP for depression What is your FEELING WORD?

04/07/2012 06:22 PM Top
starbright Posts: 7342 VIP Member	yeah i like that song, starlight, starbright, the first star i see tonight. i wish i may i wish i might have the wish i wish tonight. Bright blessings. Starbright XXX Previous discussions I participated in: relapse what helps BP for depression What is your FEELING WORD?

04/07/2012 06:23 PM Top
starbright Posts: 7342 VIP Member	theres another song i like in the courus it goes something in the darkness pulled me deeper something in the madness eased my mind was i awake or was i dreaming cut the strings that bind me to mankind starlight, starbright, the first star i see tonight. i wish i may i wish i might have the wish i wish tonight. Bright blessings. Starbright XXX Previous discussions I participated in: relapse what helps BP for depression What is your FEELING WORD?

04/07/2012 06:25 PM Top

pirateprincess421

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I wish i could go back in time and stop the abuse. I wonder what I would have been like without going through this.

I don't want to be on meds for the rest of my life.

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04/07/2012 06:26 PM Top

pirateprincess421

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That's a cool song too. I like those lyrics. I tend to gravitate towards dark songs.

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04/07/2012 06:28 PM Top
starbright Posts: 7342 VIP Member	i know that feeling, i often wonder what sort of person i would be if my parents hadn't abused me growing up. im dealing with it in psychology and its amazing how much of what i believe stems backk to the abuse starlight, starbright, the first star i see tonight. i wish i may i wish i might have the wish i wish tonight. Bright blessings. Starbright XXX Previous discussions I participated in: relapse what helps BP for depression What is your FEELING WORD?

04/07/2012 06:28 PM Top

pirateprincess421

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I don't have many songs that make me feel joyful. Just songs that make me think of dark thoughts.n

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Anyoneawake, Fri 6th April
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