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Bipolar Forums › Lounge - Off topic discussions › Wanna get F'd up,...so bad
12/28/2011 05:46 PM
GirlDotson
GirlDotson
 
Posts: 456
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Wanna dring all the booze in the house..one beer left, adn a few shots of tekillya. Got some klonopin. Just wanna escape for a while. A good ight's sleep....one nihgt iss ll I want. Too many nights I'm up every two hours.

Wanna get f'd up just for a little whole. Escape the reality tha twill still be here tomorrow. Just a little reliefe. A k-pin here, a beer there, a shot of tekillya here, and what ever else I can drag out of my retired psych meds to play with.

Cry for help maybe...or maybe noe... Perhaps now I just wna t a mini me vacation. In my house, on my couch. Nobody here to bother me...

GirlDotson

BP1


100mg Zoloft
900mg Lithium
100mg Synthroid (for hypothyroidism)

Chasing who I am.
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12/28/2011 05:57 PM  Top
GirlDotson
GirlDotson
 
Posts: 456
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F me to the world, I can still see straight. Danm.
GirlDotson

BP1


100mg Zoloft
900mg Lithium
100mg Synthroid (for hypothyroidism)

Chasing who I am.
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12/28/2011 07:44 PM  Top
Arauna
Do you have a death wish? If so call 911. You are beyond our ability to help if you are intoxicated and taking Klonopin, which btw is not a good idea - PEOPLE DIE THAT WAY!
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12/28/2011 10:40 PM  Top
jennywren
jennywrenPosts: 3028
Senior Member
Girl...while I like beibg alone the odd time it can be a bit much.

Hey you need to look after yourself. Is there a friend or family member you can spend some time with?

Do strongly suggest you contact your pdoc and see if there is anything which will help you to sleep.

Jennywren

Seroquel XR, 300mgs
Then 50mgs later on in the evening
to encourage sleep.
250mgs of Lamictal in the morning. Mood Stabilizer
Lithium 250mg at night and 250mgs in the AM.


Three other meds for psychical problems
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12/29/2011 08:47 AM  Top
GirlDotson
GirlDotson
 
Posts: 456
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Aw hell, I am sorry guys. I hate waking up to see shit I've posted or hear from people I've called in these moods. I really am sorry.
GirlDotson

BP1


100mg Zoloft
900mg Lithium
100mg Synthroid (for hypothyroidism)

Chasing who I am.
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12/29/2011 10:34 AM  Top
Intheshadows
 
Posts: 150
Member
You don't need to apologize. You just need to get some help so we don't have to worry. Most of us have felt like you felt and have done what you've done. We're not here to judge you. We're here to help. Get well, be well, stay well. You're not alone.
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12/29/2011 11:35 AM  Top
Arauna
It's ok, and no you don't have to apologize. I can't speak for anyone else but I was worried sick and that is why I took that tone with you. I was hoping that if I couldn't help maybe I would piss you off enough to get help just to spite me.

I hope are better today, and please please get some help. None of us wants to hear from one of your friends that you had a fatal misadventure with your meds and alcohol.
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12/29/2011 11:43 AM  Top
Dit
Dit
 
Posts: 12074
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I'm an Advocate
I've been where you were more than once. My heart goes out to you I hope you feel better today and not mix a lot of alcohol with your meds.
Be Still and Know That I Am - Scripture
12-Step Slogans - One Day/Moment at a Time/Just for Today/Let Go & Let God/But By the Grace of God
Live and Let Live/Easy Does It/This Too Shall Pass

"Don't be afraid to cry. It will free your mind of sorrowful thoughts." - Hopi tribe

Bipolar I

Lithium 300 mgs, Lamotrigine 200 mgs, Klonopon (Clonazepam) .05mg more if needed, Clomipramine (Anafranil) 25 mgs, Abilify 5 mgs, Seroquel 25 mgs

Please note that I am not a psychiatrist or psychologist. My opinions are personal only. This site is not intended to be a substitution for professional care, nor is anyone here qualified to make diagnoses.
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12/29/2011 04:07 PM  Top
jennywren
jennywrenPosts: 3028
Senior Member
Nope you do not have to apologise from where I stand. To me it is a sign that you trust us, which is great.

Lets face it, we expect - well most of us - others (people without Bipolar Disorder) to understand us, so we jolly well should understand and forgive others like us.

So there Smile Smile Smile

Care for you,

Jennywren

Seroquel XR, 300mgs
Then 50mgs later on in the evening
to encourage sleep.
250mgs of Lamictal in the morning. Mood Stabilizer
Lithium 250mg at night and 250mgs in the AM.


Three other meds for psychical problems
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12/29/2011 04:32 PM  Top
Arauna
Hm I have bipolar also, and though I am not in immediate danger you spew garbage to someone and then PM me and rip me a new one for trying to help them in a way you do not approve of? Guess I wouldn't be one that "deserves" any forgiveness, only the most wrecked people here are. Is that how it goes, Jenny?
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