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blabinsky13 Posts: 20296
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Hmmm ... So you are very guarded with them in a way, Tom. You use your size and your anger to keep you protected ... Yes? Barbara
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mechjockusa Posts: 2775
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they are, the cops stare at me and like challenge me to lose it, one cop went so far as making a threat to me I just laughed at him, I never discuss with tdoc was is said here, I view this place as honored ground and what is said here stays here and I expect the same from others, I don't hold back feelings here what you see is what you get. I love the great advise and the love and feelings I get her. This is safe ground. Lithium 1500 mg
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blabinsky13 Posts: 20296
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Niecy, it's interesting to me that you said you are very shy. My impression from you in talking to you here is that you are a very sociable person. That you like connecting with others ... So, do you feel that duality in yourself a lot? The shyness/outgoingness? Barbara
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"We are stardust, we are golden." -- Joni Mitchell
Medications: Omeprazole 20 mg. 2x daily; Levothyroxine 50 mcg. 1 daily; Hydrochlorothiazide 12.5 mg. 2 daily; Cozaar 50 mg. 1 daily; Orphenadrine 100 mg. 2x daily; Gabapentin 1,200 mg. 3x daily; Tramadol 50 mg. 1 every 6 hours as needed; Cymbalta 30 mg. 1 daily; Abilify 30 mg. 1 daily; Ambien CR 12.5 mg. 2 at bedtime; Extra Strength Tylenol as needed. |
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mechjockusa Posts: 2775
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a doc ripped the iv line out of my arm, told me to go home no problem should have not been there. I out of anger used my mass to flip the don on the bed, I put my forearm accross his throat and told him he pull that shit again I would destroy him as a man, I then promptly passed out, I was getting the iv because I was cnnot spell word but my body was dried up and I am on Lithium not a good mix. Lithium 1500 mg
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mechjockusa Posts: 2775
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niecy is like me, here do not have to be a different person, here can be self no one harms or attacks for that can share real feelings and no one judges, comfortable to be with self, I bet she say something similar Lithium 1500 mg
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blabinsky13 Posts: 20296
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I'm glad you feel safe here, Tom. I hope what I've explained I've said in therapy is not in any way a betrayal of your trust. I only speak about what it going on with me in therapy. I don't bring stuff you've told me -- for example -- as a way of conveying my issues. The two are totally separate. Post edited by: blabinsky13, at: 01/08/2010 06:22 AM Barbara
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"We are stardust, we are golden." -- Joni Mitchell
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mechjockusa Posts: 2775
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I have no fear of that If Ifelt people here were abusing what I said I would have clammed up along time ago and would have found another site. The people here care and give the best advise they can with the side of the stroy they have received. Barb I consider you a strong friend someone I can lean on when the shit hits the fan and I am so thankful I got to meet you Lithium 1500 mg
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blabinsky13 Posts: 20296
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I'm sorry you've had such horrible interactions with docs. at the VA. That shouldn't be permitted to go on, Tom. Barbara
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"We are stardust, we are golden." -- Joni Mitchell
Medications: Omeprazole 20 mg. 2x daily; Levothyroxine 50 mcg. 1 daily; Hydrochlorothiazide 12.5 mg. 2 daily; Cozaar 50 mg. 1 daily; Orphenadrine 100 mg. 2x daily; Gabapentin 1,200 mg. 3x daily; Tramadol 50 mg. 1 every 6 hours as needed; Cymbalta 30 mg. 1 daily; Abilify 30 mg. 1 daily; Ambien CR 12.5 mg. 2 at bedtime; Extra Strength Tylenol as needed. |
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mechjockusa Posts: 2775
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A vet in trouble scares teh VA they do not know what to do to help, they try but some of us have needs beyond what they can provide, i go get meds see docs and walk away from them, I remember not to talk to shrinks even when so angry about to blow. I would rather blow, when I get that angry will hurt myself before I hurt someone else. The Va does not realize that. Lithium 1500 mg
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blabinsky13 Posts: 20296
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That makes me very happy, Tom. I am honored that you shared your "true name" with me. I like to be supportive of others where and when I can. It makes me feel good about myself. Talking with you and others has helped my self-confidence both here and in the world "out there" ... I am able to be more trusting. So, perhaps without even knowing it, you have helped me as well!  Barbara
Bipolar 1 & Fibromyalgia
"We are stardust, we are golden." -- Joni Mitchell
Medications: Omeprazole 20 mg. 2x daily; Levothyroxine 50 mcg. 1 daily; Hydrochlorothiazide 12.5 mg. 2 daily; Cozaar 50 mg. 1 daily; Orphenadrine 100 mg. 2x daily; Gabapentin 1,200 mg. 3x daily; Tramadol 50 mg. 1 every 6 hours as needed; Cymbalta 30 mg. 1 daily; Abilify 30 mg. 1 daily; Ambien CR 12.5 mg. 2 at bedtime; Extra Strength Tylenol as needed. |
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