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Welcome to the group- you picked a bad ass place to annonymously tack away... This is a great place to vent and realize how "not alone" you really are (although, like you, I'd rather not have so many people that can understand- don't wish this upon people)... I can relate to some of your experiences and it's a long hard road trying to heal- and at 21... (now 37)... I was a mess- you are getting a headstart on dealing with this illness - went undiagnosed until 26- then spent 6 more years running from the diagnosis- those times were so turbulent, a nightmare really- I often wonder how my life would be different today if I had gotten treatment early- you have a lot on your plate, and I know it feels hopeless sometimes- but hang in there- and please don't paint your future with such a dark brush- remember you have a hand at painting it and can choose light- keep hope. Peace to you. Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears. And how else can it be? The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. Kahlil Gibran
"The sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being." Carl Jung
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” Leo F. Buscaglia
"Always fall in with what you're asked to accept. Take what is given, and make it over your way. My aim in life has always been to hold my own with whatever's going. Not against: with."
Robert Frost
"God doesn't give us more than we can handle, I just think He overestimates my strength!" lol- me
Bipolar I, PTSD, Bulimia, Anxiety, Fibromyalgia
Lithium 1500 mg; Lamictal 400mg; Busparone 60 mg; Armour Thyroid 30; Visteril as needed |
