long day needed to talk

Ive got my hole house clean,lol

but the whole thing that kept me going is that I have

two days to pay day.

I have so many bills but I just want to spend it and

not on anything really but see I got this thing about

having a whole house full of food and many xtras

I think it because when I was married to my ex we never

had food or many things we needed.

we married way to young I 16 and him 18 he beat me so

much as well as mentely its been 24 years since and I still have so many things he did efect me.

he is in prison now again but he still contacts the kids

my son is in prison because of him, his dad my ex

had him doing things to his younger brother

I turned him in my son, to get him help but it cost

him 15 years hes been there 10 now since he was 17

my ex sold his daughters to men, they were only 12 and

14 years old.

but the law says they dont have enough to put him in

for it he only went for giving them drugs and acolhl

his wife then ex was killed in car crash her girls

pulled her out of car. they have been through so much

my daughter has custoty of the oldest now 16 the other

was to much to handle so she had to go to foster home

they both have illness.

I found out the other day my ex has been writting them all how do I stop him.

this is getting long and this story sounds very

strange I wish I could get past everything.

Carmen