VampiricAngel
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It's just one of those days that go on forever...I'm a 16 yr old grl who was just a few months ago as being bipolar but I've been dealing with psychiatrists and therapists my whole life. I was diagnosed when I Was 5 as being bipolar and then about 4 or 5 years ago as being clinically depressed. aNd just recently in October of 2006 I was diagnosed as bipolar. I have been struggling with Self injury for the last 5 years. And about 3 years ago I struggled with Mr. Bulimia. I had to hit my lowest point in order for help to arrive...back in october I was baker acted(sp?) for scuicidal thoughts. I mean I didn't just think it I actually had a plan for it and everything, but thankfully my friends intervined and got me help. But it was still so horrible, the place was unsanitary and gah...sry I'm rambling again I tend to do that alot. so here I am just struggling to get by my meds aren't working I'm rapid cycling everyday( up down and back again). It's just so tiring and I've been trying very hard not to hurt myself...I was doing well I hadn't done it for three months and then boom...I couldn't take my inner turmoil and I hurt myself again....it's just so tiring and draining...everyday I struggle but it seems like my famiyl doesn't even give a damn....so yah that's just some things about me and my struggle.... ~“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”
~“Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.”
~ August Wilson quotes (American Writer, 1945-2005)
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"I am so happy to be a part of the MDJunction family! Where I used to be alone, I now have friends whom inspire me, comfort me, support me, and do not judge me. My new life began October 17, 2008. I weighed in with severe depression, social anxiety disorder and avoidant personality disorder. I was born with complications but I am fighting for my life and I will survive!!" (apieceofwork)