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what is harder? when you're manic or depressed?



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05/24/2008 17:28
lobo
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Well, bless your heart for sharing that and thanks. You are a big help to me hearing that someone such as yourself can love deeply enough to deal with us BP types. Thanks for being a part of this group.
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05/25/2008 14:07
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Definitely depressed because then I start self-loathing and worrying about my future and all that jazz.
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05/25/2008 14:57
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Depressed is definitely the worst. I can't seem to get out of the depression I'm in right now. It overwhelms every aspect of my life. Not fun.

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05/25/2008 17:20
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I have had so much luck with lamictal for depression. I was so depressed I had suicidal ideations hourly. I take 150 lamictal. Went down from 300. It did wonders and I literally have not been depressed for six months now. There is much documented success with this med. Check with your doc first before taking any med. There is an adjustment period so give it time.
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05/25/2008 18:10
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crazywonderful wrote:

I have had so much luck with lamictal for depression. I was so depressed I had suicidal ideations hourly. I take 150 lamictal. Went down from 300. It did wonders and I literally have not been depressed for six months now. There is much documented success with this med. Check with your doc first before taking any med. There is an adjustment period so give it time.

After six months of experimentation with a whole batch of meds we went to Lamictal in December and within two days I was more flat and even than I had been since I can remember. I just went up from 100 to 125mg, but I think my current, hopefully temporary, depressing circmustances are taxing the drugs affectiveness so I may need to go up some more...at least temporarily. Lamictal was an absolute miracle and lifesaver for me. Also, no side affects except you have to work up about 25mg at a time to avoid getting a skin rash that could get serious if the dosage is too high too quickly.

I was first diagnosed as just depressed so one of the meds I went on was Silexa (spelling) and because I was bipolar and not just depressed the Silexa had the opposite affect and I had almost uncontrollable suicidal urges and impulses. I've been in life threatening situations before, but that was the most afraid and terrified I have ever been in my life barely being able to not eat a bullet. It was so bad that one day the fuel pump on my truck went out and I was already stressed about something and while waiting for the tow truck I had to walk away from the scene because I carry a handgun and left it in the console and had to fight myself harder than anytime in my life to keep from using it...soooo scary how delicate the chemical balance is up there.

I took myself off the stuff and in two days the urges went completely away and that's when the bipolar diagnosis came about and enter Lamictal...thank God...BP is better than dead (most of the time anyway)

Post edited by: lobo, at: 05/25/2008 20:25

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05/25/2008 19:32
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I had the same exact experience with Prozac an anti-depressant. I became suicidal two weeks into taking it and almost jumped off a building because a voice told me to. Bipolars and anti-depressants don't mix but when you're not diagnosed then what? I wonder how many suicides could have been avoided if doctors had just given warnings to people to stop taking anti-depressants immediately if thay hear voices or have suicidal ideations. The injustice is that the drug companies only have to put a disclaimer in the physicians PDR and not even include it in the literature that consumers get in their meds. They are seeing relationships to suicide and depressants in adolescents and teens. Wouldn't it make sense that it could occur in adults also?

Post edited by: crazywonderful, at: 05/26/2008 00:12

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05/27/2008 18:45
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I have a harder with manic, I get bored and feel like iam on a high and I just want to scream and jump into

a pile and disapeir

my depression I just hide in my room and it past, but my manic I feel like a drug addit needed a high.



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05/27/2008 20:20
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w/me i would say that depression is harder. i don't remember most of time when i am manic. people always tell what i've done tho. i had a problem w/ wellbutern altho it didn't make me more depressed it made me manic. has anyone else had this happen to them
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05/27/2008 20:42
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My son has told me he loves the mania me not so much when he is manic hegets to a point that he does not sleep his thinking becomes irrational and he becomes so out of touch that he becomes a danger both to himself and to others. On the other hand I also hate to see him in a deep depression as I can see how he suffers and fights against thoughts of suicide.He never was on wellbutrin but one of the many combos he has been on made him very angry and agressive which are not usualy part of his personality.
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05/27/2008 22:58
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Oh yah, If you want to get a speedy Gonzalez fix use Welbutrin. I have seen many people including myself pace, talk and wave their arms at lightening speed while on the stuff. When they put me on it I paced around the courtyard for two hours in the mental care facility and finally asked the guy sitting on the bench what was wrong with me. I had to outline every square of concrete perfectly while walking as fast as I could. He was in for alcohol abuse. His response was, "Drugs man" I got a kick out of that but was furious at the doc and facility for not checking on me and taking these symptoms to heart. It does help a few people though.

Post edited by: crazywonderful, at: 05/28/2008 01:00

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