jodie1973
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Yes! Now that my husband and I are separated, I am fixing many, many things that just went wanting before. He would always be mad that he couldn't fix things because we didn't have the money....but things are getting fixed now and I have very little money. No dinners at the table, no playtime with the kids, no family time at all, no being able to count on clean underwear or that dished might get done within 48 hours....he would just move through space doing what his impulses told him...otherwise he didn't move at all. He was always angry...whether anyone did anything at all, he was mad. I think he would just run through a list of possible reasons to be mad and go with it. The sucking fear I used to feel walking in the door at night after work, wondering if he was manic, knowing he was angry about something and wanted to treat me like crap stuck on his shoe....me and the kids. He also ran through jobs and "careers" like oilet paper. He's back to school now, going to be an EMT, and he just got his CNA license this spring. He always has a tremendous amount of enthusiasm when something is new and exciting, and then as soon as it gets difficult, as soon as there is a whisper of doubt in his head about something he starts to blame othere people at the job, or at the school for causing him to be unhappy ro fail and off he goes onto another, greener pasture.
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