I remember thinking that when my son was quite young. That was before I was on meds. At the time I thought I couldn't go on with living I was so terribly depressed. Yes, having to deal with meds is sometimes hard, but they have saved my life. But above that, life doesn't stay static. How you feel right now will not last. My depression lifted as my mania got under control. I hope you can be patient in the process of gaining stability. It will not always be like this. As Lisa said, this will not last. If this does get worse, you need to call a suicide hot line where you can get the help you need or go right to a hospital. So if the feelings become more urgent, please do that. PM me if you want. I will be glad to talk with you. Post edited by: uppitywoman, at: 10/30/2009 06:19 PM With God, all things are possible
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