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I have my life & I'm thankful for that!My day started out good. Went to breakfast just the 4 of us. My brother in law called us & told us that a friend of his baby was killed in the tornado on Saturday. We have met the people, I hadn't ever gotten to see the baby yet. He was about 4 months old?I was heart broken. I started crying & couldn't stop. That poor poor innocent baby. That poor mother & father. The day before Mother's Day, her very first baby was ripped from her arms. I just can't stand it. I finally calmed down, we ate, left...Went to get mother in law something for Mothers Day. Visited with his family. Took her flowers & a card. Came home. My husband normally makes my Mothers Day extra special. He kept asking me what I wanted & after the tornadoes happend, I told him I had my family. I didn't need anything. I was fine. Well, I didn't realize I was going to sit at home, be bored, watch t.v. & watch him make an ass out of himself. He drank 3 Smirnoff. He kept being annoying. He isn't mean when he gets tipsy, just annoying. He kept poking at me, and I was already annoyed because he was drinking on MY day?He was like WHATS wrong with you?I was like WELL, I didn't realize we would be sitting on the couch, watching t.v., while you drank it up on MY day? I was reading a magazine & I found an article about Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. I was extremely excited about it because I have been dealing with this for a really long time. And it explained things in the article that I have been dealing with, that I had no idea were from this syndrome?It causes facial hair growth, I am always naring or plucking (something I don't really care to share, but?) Anyways, I read part of the article to him and the symptoms to him. I was like isn't that crazy???And I have those types of problems. And his response!!!!!!!!!! "So you are 1/2 man"? HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!You can guess he didn't get any when we went to bed last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was so pissed at him, I barely talked to him the rest of the night. He apologized, and I thought I was getting better at accepting, but this one is hard!!!He ruined my day. But, then compared to the current events to the storms I shouldn't even be whining????I feel really stupid, but I have to get this off my chest Amber My name is Amber, Im 30 years old..Married for almost 12 years to my wonderful husband (together for 14). We have 2 children boy/girl. I have recently been diagnosed having Bipolar II.
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