How many of you are able to hold down a job?

That was a great story. I like the part where you say I didn't ever think it was my fault. I thought that all my life, too.

I blamed my S/Os for everything. You have been through quite an adventure.

I am filing for diability, too. I am waiting for my hearing. I don't want it to be a permanent thing either, but, I do want to be able to get stable, and maybe go to school. My kids are doing great in spite of me, and my illness. Thank god for psychiatrist, and meds.

Keep up the posting. We could use your experience.