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04/18/2008 08:02 PM
p8ntballgrl
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Ok, so my abilify has been upped to 7.5mg. It seemed to be doing the trick or is it still doing the trick and this is actually something else.

I'm completely unemployed not, so all my days are spent here at home doing this and that's.

So today the b/f didn't go to work and stayed at home. I thought i was gonna kill him all day. I just walked around all in a tift because i felt I couldn't do anything. I wanted to sew but couldn't make myself do it. I wanted to play a video game but couldn't make myself do that either. We went to Wal-Mart (cause i don't feel i can go by myself) and wasn't happy with all that either, mainly cause either he made me forget what i wanted to get or I just couldn't remember the stuff. We get back and he takes a nap. Then I realize I'm fine again, I play a video game, do some cleaning then he wakes up and I'm all in a pissy mood again. I told him he has thrown off my balance by being at home all day...ha ha or could that be real?

Any advice on what this is or is this just me adjusting to meds? It is pretty wierd that it only happens when he's home during the week. Weekends I'm ok too.

he says I've been a grumpy ass all day...ha ha ha

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04/18/2008 08:08 PM  Top
glory
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When my schedule gets messed up .....I mean this....I go all to hell. It is all I can do to even be civil. I think we need routine. I think it is a part of our security. Well, for me anyway. I love this topic p8nt thank you, now I can see if anyone else has my weirdness..lololol
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We cannot walk a straight line.
We've stepped on our brother's foot.
We forget to be thankful.
We feel alone.
We think our dance is the only dance there is.

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04/18/2008 08:11 PM  Top
norma
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I think it is that your routine was messed up. That throws me off...weekends are hard because I have to have some kind of plan...It would drive me nuts to stay home all day...I have done it because I don't really have to go to the office everyday...but, I choose to go because it is my routine.
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04/18/2008 08:35 PM  Top
Gypsy
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Hi P8nt,

I have all kinds of weird OCD stuff going on. I have been noticing more, and more stuff all the time.

I have the same issue...LOL If I am already ready for my fiance to be at work, and know, I am going to be home, I get mad if he get's home early, and changes up the plan. But if he is supposed to be home at a certain time, I get antsy if he is a little late.

I have a routine all through the day. I get on the computer at certain times of the day, and if he gets on it, I get irritated, even if, I don't want to be on it. I have a hard time, when someone wants to hang out with me, and it will interfere with my routine. I wont work out at the gym in the morning, because it will interfere with my sleeping in, and computer time. My daughter sleeps in until 11 am, so, I get 2 hours of quiet time...

God Bless,Gypsy
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