tashinafawn
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I try and try to understand my husband. I just never get anywhere with him. When it is good it is good...then it is bad it is VERY bad. Last night he went off and distroyed things in the house and was verbally abusive to me with my daughter present. All over something very very minor. He was also abusive to my daughter...verbally. I can not stand it anymore...Love is not enough anymore. He seems to hate us. I actually think he does...because how can one love someone and yet treat them so badly? Then he calls friends and family and turns it all on me. He says he is gonna leave...but he wont...he will stay and bully me and my daughter. I am not gonna lie, I am afraid of him. He has done some things that are terrifying. He is capable of anything I am sure. He seems to be full of anger and hate...oh this is so confusing. I ramble on and on dont I? I just have so much inside that I dont ever talk to anyone about because I dont feel comfortable talking about it. Now that I have found this forum it all wants to come out all at once. Where do I start to free myself of this abuse? He takes medication, it is better than without medication that is forsure. He also smokes pot...and lots of it. He says it is "self medicating" and that it helps him. I dont approve of his use of pot but I do alot of avoidance...I hate the rages and abuse.  |
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