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I knew you'd have to soft pedal your stuff so I peeked in -- Ms. Deep You were judgmental, mean in your delivery, did not read my posts very well - which is probably the narcissistic area of your mania before posting your response I bet you scanned the post and formulated "your magic" words thinking you are the great white prophet able to deliver your half-baked rhetoric About "shooting it straight from the hip" which is really a limping and withered hip to be shooting from -- after reading your bio. Andy FAKE NAME did have childhood trauma - I never said what it was in my previous post you attacked - you assumed what you assumed because in MANIA you are always right and everyone else is wrong. Maybe they can change the trinity to include a forth spot for you. You did not ASK me about anything - just began to go off. Your husband probably does not post here for help - because he is afraid of your BIG demonic mouth and kill “them if you can" delivery of words. You my dear are a classic narcissistic manic destroyer of those around you. I bet your party list consist of just you and then you wonder why nobody wants to be near or with you. And if you are aware that your bark is vicious and hurts people – rather than laugh about it or say that is is worse than your bite – you down play the damage you cause by soft pedaling your destruction. Perhaps you should look within and find out why? Gee- could it be the mean manic attitude that you excuse and use here again and again to pick at people’s flesh until you get to the bone? Face it? You are mean and you need help. I am sad because I lost a marvelous man – which according to you was my fault and maybe so – but I did nothing by love him and try to be there for him when he hurt – it was just his hurting was bigger than my abilities to help him, so I sought help. Then, I sought support – HERE. I talked to the one shrink tonight he laughed and said, “I NEVER told you to seek support form a bunch of bi-polars! That was like going into the fire!” He is correct. I walked into a wasp nest looking for answers as to why I found a hurt wasp. I did it because I love the injured party – because he is WORTH IT. HE is the greatest thing going. But I was wrong to come here and stare into the mouths of illness for answers – I need to get answers from the healthy and Deep throat – it ain’t you babe. My husband has a few difficulties which are minor just like the rest of the world -- after being here I know he is alright --- he is not you guys. He is just a great - cool guy who was a little hurt in an area and I over reacted to get him help. My bad which I have to live with. I lost a prince of a man who is the best guy I have ever known -- when he was angry as normal people got -- he hurt my feelings and I landed here among the phsyc ward- HE should not be grouped with you as he is healthy, and his teeny tiny problems pale when set next to how you guys are --- you are sick and destroy. And the few who have realized they injure the world, admit it, and get help and have been helpful - they had to fight their demons, admit there was a problem and have a desire to heal -- for them I am thankful. For the others who come here "to show off your powers" and call it being a hard ass - to make your horrific behavior acceptable -- well you still do not get what YOUR illness costs those of us who come in contact with you. |
