Not doing too well tonight

I just want to vent. I don't need responses...

I'm so overw helmed! The classes I'm taking are wonderful and the profs, too, but I cannot seem to get my mid working well enogu to complete one sentence on critical thingking and analysis.

I'm owrking more hours than I should be, too. One of the ladies broke her leg and now the boss and I are shring her hours until she can come back to work.

I cannot sleep tonite for all the problems in my life are hitting as my mind is racing.

I began 50mg lacmictal a rew days ago, but it is not working quickly enough. My p doc says I will probably need 200 - 300 mg for maintience and I won't get there for another month.

How am I to function without my mind!!!???!!!!

Thanks fo rlistening.

msbimbo

I'm soooo sorry you are so overwhelmed at the moment. It sucks so bad to be in that place I wish I had some pearls of wisdom to share with you but sorry to say I don't. I just know that where you are is a suckish place to be, but it does get better, with time.

Wishing you better days (and nights)

Take care and keep us posted as you can,

cfl9398

I think we should all join and give her a hug, as she would be the first to do this to us if needed…

I spoke with a phone help line last night to help sort out the stuff which was keeping me awake. It helped a bit.

Today I spoke with one of my professors who was quite gracious and real in his response to my dilemma. He told me he knows enough of me from talking a few times as well as other professors words of support for me. He told me he knew I had the ability to be quite eloquent when necessary and succinct when needed, too. (LOL sure don't see it happening tonite in this post!)

Anyway, I got an ego boost and felt heartened by his words of wisdom and encouragement. This followed the mass hugging from all of you!

Don't you know, I was so encouraged, I decided to stick it out for the time being with my classes.

Next week begins the 100mg of lamictal. I feel so much better knowing there are kind and compassionate people still in the world.

God Bless you All!

msbimbo

CFL9398

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