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Why is it when those of us with bp are told not to do something we usually do it for our own well being. the only thing I have problems with is drinking alcohol. Maybe it's the Irish in me or the fact that I never got that chance to let loose when I was in my teens and twenties. I have always been able to drink pretty much anyone under the table. There is a trick to it though..ha ha I don't drink beer, I hate the taste. I can however drink myself silly with whiskey,gin,vodka,triple sec,and if you mix those together plus some what do you get......(pop quiz)........LONG ISLAND ICED TEA...WHOOOO I don't crave it, I don't think, but I tend to every other weekend or so what to go out to eat where I can get this drink or some cheap light beer on draft(the only beer i can drink). Sometimes I even get a little ticked if I don't get to go have a beer or a tea. but i don't go buy it if i don't get to go out to eat. I keep thinking what's the big deal? I'm not driving, and it makes me feel free and good. I forget all about the problems in my life for a brief moment. I understand that the problems don't go away b/c I drink but it's like a release. Could this be another way of hurting myself? Something that I do to myself cause I know it's not good for me while on my meds? could this my evil and good side fighting it out? but if it is....is it my good side that goes a whispers in the b/f's ear to tell him "let's just stay home" or god forbid let's just grab taco bell....lol ha ha for all of you that have problems drinking while your on your meds and for the gracious people that love us and try to get us not to drink....I hope you read this and get some kind of understanding of what goes thru my mind and my be what's going thru your loved one's head as well. love hollie The voice inside my head doesn't like you either!
My journey to the grave will not be with an attractive well preserved body, I will skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand and wine in the other totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO WHAT A RIDE"
Too often, we lose sight of life's simple pleasures.
Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles in you face to frown.
BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch-slap that mother@#?!&! upside the head....ha ha
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